started again....


listening to music...

crave for music

need music....


cannot slp at nite....



need music........

this is bad.....


my temper is rising....



low tolarence.....



can't slp at nite again....













i need sex!!!!!

7 Random Facts About Me:
1. my birthday is coming
2. i am scare of any small things that fly
3. i like science very much
4. i wanna b a pharmacist
5. i wanna find out more bout the world
6. i love geog very much
7. i study in RP

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die:
1. visit other country
2. be in health science
3. lean how to play the flute
4. have a house of my own
5. help others in health science direction
6. make my first million
7. be wif the one i love

7 Things I Can't Do:
1. smoke.
2. do HTML
3. take care of myself
4. flip
5. slp the whole day (24 hours)
6. sit sill for a long time
7. be a top

7 Things That Scares Me:
1. CREEPER
2. FLYING things
3. cockroach!!!!!!!
4. my older sis
5. books (on maths n numbers)
6. failure
7. not having anyone

7 Most Important Things In My Room:
1. bed
2. pillow
3. bolster
4. clothes.
5. plugs
6. erm... the floor where i throw my books n clothes
7. my stuff animals!!!!

7 People I Would Love To See Doing This:
1. KOR
2. Vir
3. Wes
4. Eric
5. err... who else read my blog?
6. juz
7. anyone else

VERSE 1
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

PRE-CHORUS 1
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

CHORUS
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

VERSE 2
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

PRE-CHORUS 2
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

CHORUS
The day you went away
The day you went away

PRE-CHORUS 1
CHORUS

BRIDGE
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

hmmm... think i am suffering from a pangs of loneliness... not that i got no frens or wat... also not like i miss the feeling of being attach....



well ok.... mayb i do miss the feeling of being attached.... but i promise n i will do it... i will NOT get attached for the sake of being attached....


seems like people around me are finding people they like... well i am really happy for them... yup... doesn't matter if i am attached or not.... i feel that it is good to see others being happy... for me?

well... not many people can make me happy... those who can... not many will... but.... thankfully.... i can make myself happy.... haha.... yup....


thinking... i donno.... mayb i might get attached aft army... nope... not setting a time.... not dating people... juz... thinking.... that i will not get attached till aft army....

but then again... everytime i said something like that.... someone comes.... n that someone will leave.... haha...


people come n leave everyday... what matter most is what they left behind....


i donno... sometimes... i feel that... i am juz hiding....
hiding from the truth...

since i don like the truth... lie to myself...
make me believe....


that is simple.... i always choose to believe wat i think is rite...



see... it reach a stage where i don trust myself again.... haha.... puny human i am....

o well.... perhaps i shouldn't think so much.... when he comes.... he comes....
when he goes... he goes.... wat can i do....


i don wan him to go.... but.....




i wan someone to come.... but who.....


time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

i'll wait then.... that wat i do best i guess..... since i donno wat i am good at..... so juz wait.....

yup.... that rite....

first... the CMPB thing... sian....

waited for 1 hr... nvm....

go in got "scolded".... juz coz i am holding my hp.... lol.... like i will call people while i am inside....

then forgot that i need to go do ECG then juz send me home.... luckily i remembered....

such bad medical service.... n no trusting between doctors... doctors "inside" and "outside"....
inside= army
outside= those we go see....

donno the inside don trust or look down... watever lor.... act big only....

then... tell me will only tell me my pess result by mail....

bloody hell.... now pess unknown..... sian... pess U!!!!

anyway... wanna find lyrics of madonna's new album... forgot the album name... haha.... anyone knows?

hmmm... y is it called update?? is there such a thing as downdate??


if telling people bout what happen is update... then does that means that telling people wat gonna happed is call predate... then downdate? not telling??

haha...


anyway.... gone for another clinical trial.... this time for a toner... then realise need cotton pad... to spray/squeeze/ pour the solution onto it... the rub on the face... so ma fun... haha... so went to but cotton pad....

don use clean n clear... it cleans b don clear ur pimples.... suddenly got outbreak aft i switch to it.... which brings me to this point.... juz got another facial wash again... from korea.... donno good or not... see how....

don think i will b goin into a Uni anytime soon.... gotta work... unless got people can sponser me... haha... wanna take this degree which can move on to a direct masters... see how... need cash....

i think i got my old stomach back... the one that eats a lot.... hmmm.... funny how much u can eat when u know u finishing school liao....

test wise.... at least i don spell tests "testes"... but back to it... i not so sure... this sem like.... Bs n Cs again... hmmm hope one C+ n the rest all B... hope...

i guess the next time will update on wed... that will b when i get my pess status.... stupid army thingy.... sianz.....