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Friday, September 03, 2004

10:02 AM

sorri ar... too lazy liao... hehe....

how to update... well... all goin well for me.... but juz realise something.... erm... kinda that my emotions are all.... dead?? haha.... donno lar....

don feel like anything.... don wanna do anything... juz wanna spent time out wif people... hahaa.....

n only one person....

him...

=P

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

1:21 PM

i donno wat to say liao....

well... coz i remind him too much of his life... 6 yrs ago... which he don like... n don wan history to repeat itself.... so.... kinda.... donno when i will see him again... well... ya... n he don wanna treat me more than a di.... so.... ya...

currently... dar dar has been msging me more than when we are together... hiaz... y u wait till now than do that??

got to pay for hp bills for the rest of my life.... o well...

ok... put it this way... i don think i wanna meet up with new people liao... since people are always coming and going... so if that is the case... to prevent people from going... isn't the best way don let people in??

man... once again... i think i should juz shut people out... o well... forget it... i don think i wanna care liao... u wanna come u come... u wanna go.. u go...

o watever...

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Monday, August 30, 2004

2:47 PM

Don't leave me all alone
Just drop me off at home
I'll be fine, it's not the first
Just like last time, but a little worse

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2:25 PM

well.... had match on friday.... it was a i call u u call me thingy.... i called him... he did not pick up... he called me... i was bz..... n when finally got him... it was hrs later..... well... n got the news that he will not b meetin me on firday....

fine....

conversation ended wif "do you think we should haf a break??"

....

saturday, went about doin my things.... he msg me... yup we chatted n all.... juz... like old time.... hhaha... really fun i would say... n i started working at nines... hehe.. kinda cool actually.... i finally got to work there... hehe....

then he msg me... "we haf dinner aft u work, b4 u go home so u will not b hungry" o mama.....

sunday woke up.... "sorry... my bro coming over... cannot meet u in the afternoon... mayb at nite..."

well.... my reading sucks big time.... mayb coz i never prepare..... mayb coz of him.... whole time... he is in my mind....... can't think....

4.30, he called.... ask me to go over to his house.... he cooked.... dinner for the two of us.... i reach his house... eat.... played wif him ever so playful dog, talked to his grandma.... first time in 8 mths....

all is well....

went to his room.... where we always are.... pass him his present.... a friendship band.... which he wear it on his wrist...
for a person who don't like wearing what seems childish, he wore it... to work as well.... he wore it... n he did not take it out.... asked him to wear it on his ankle... he don wan... he wanna wear it on his wrist.... all the handphone chain i gave him... he refuse to use them coz of his work... n he is willing to wear his band....

got him a lighter too... those classy thingy.... when he light it... it has a bunsen burner sound.... n he love it... a lot... i know coz the whole nite he couldn't stop smiling... he did not expect it from me... not at all... n well... i got him.... he loves it.... donno will he use it... but i know he loves it....

n to end the day... n the post.... well... we are no longer together.... yup... last nnite.... was ... the last time we are together... for now i guess.... we decided to take the break.... more for me than for him.... he will try to settle his stuff.... n i will try to wait for him.... i will try.... can't let go of him yet.... n like he said.... when he settled his stuff... n if i am still single then.... we will be together..... again.......

can't help... miss him....

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