haha.... nope... not talking bout him....


this morning... in my process of missing him.... i kinda thought of something..... religious actually.... haha.... so sorry for u who don wanna read this.....


was thinking of love.... well... we all know "all" bout love liao.... so it comes to a point where we would willing to die for the one we love.... rite?
so if we were to die for like... the world.... means wat? there is no that ONE person... the one we love.... i mean... u see... Jesus loves everyone.... but there is no that one that he loves.... so he is willing to die for us all.... lets say there is someone he really loves.... will he still die for all? to save someone, we are willing to sacrifice all....

i mean.... not saying he is wrong.... or wat.... juz thinking only....

i actually wanna say more one.... but.... it is this morning... so i kinda forgot wat i wanna say liao....

actually was thinking of faith.... not sure bout wat.... haha.... juz... thinking.... can't remember wat liao....



actually in a bad mood now... not angry bad... is sad bad....

i donno lar... being stupid again.... i guess...

why is it that people i care for always made me worry for nth... n hurt my feelings in the process... mayb i should b worried bout anyone any more....

ok....


i think i am gonna b busy next week... so try not to ask me out.....


mon, wed n fri finish school at 9... coz got some drama thing... i think i may haf gotten into the casting... haha....

anyway, lack of slp... but mon only need to b in school at 9... so quit ok.. hahha....

don think will b meetin him much these weeks... hiaz.... gonna miss him more liao....


anyway, free on thurs?? got outing... tentative only.... my HG outing... hehe....

Your Deadly Sins

Gluttony: 80%

Sloth: 80%

Envy: 40%

Greed: 40%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%

You'll die from a diabetic coma.

this is cooL!!! won at mahjong again!!! hahaa.... donno y.... haha... so happy...

i donno wat to update... went to see doc... sprain my back.... got some med.... me don like....

then went to meet dom, my sec school best fren for lunch... n a little catchin up....

then went to my sec sch buddy's house.... she juz came back frm canada.... hahah.....


then went to play mahjong... haha...

so much for the off day wif MC... haha...

ok....


posting for tuesday...

sweet!!! hehe.... enjoy it.... coz went out wif him mah... then dinner at his place... hehe.... so nice... finally, he is beating me in the fighting games we play.... mayb he has been training... hahaa....

wednesday

suppose to go see doc for my back... but last min mum ask me go help her carry stuff.... if i am not killed by accident or illness, it will b by her... hahaa....
so we went chinatown.... makan wif my bro n his gf... (yes elton, my bro's straight.... don try to haf any more dirty thought of him...) treat the two of them... haha.... first time i treat my bro i think.... hahaa.... o well... then aft that went to nines... chatted wif micheal a while... too bad uncle simon not there... ahha.... anyway, asked wes out for dinner... ahaha... then we went to eat n then talk a bit then home....

so slppy i fall aslp without knowing i fallen aslp.... poor wes.... sorry.... =P

anyway, suppose to b studying... but... juz finish cooking n eating supper.... so... haha... slppy...

tml or rather today, will b hafing UT1 for proteomic... haha... cannot study... mayb will do so in bus.... but not attending lesson... need to go see doc.... hiaz.... sian.... but too bad liao my back... so got to go see.... hope i can get a x-ray or something.... then cannot claim fm my cousin.... coz she don even haf wat i spent on a meal in primary school.... yes... she is only 3 or 4..... no money... haha..... nvm, next time go don play wif her liao... hahaa... but cannot lar... all the small kids like me... wat to do... hahhahaa...... =P


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -yawn- ok... nite nite people.... mayb should say morning.... since it will b morning when u guys read this.... hmmm.... anyone actually thought of that??? hahhahaa..... then mayb need to include good afternoon too... lol~~

yesterday mother's day... went to my cousin house... everythings' fine...

then... my youngest cousin... come to me... n play wif me lar... so ok... i play wif her...

mind u... playing as in really playing... not "playing"....

but that became... accident... not to her (thank god) but to me (FISH!!)

she sit on my BACK!!!! n then.... stand up n jump sit on it... then laugh when i shout pain!!!! lol....


my poor back!!!!


aching.... no wait... it is pain since then.... till now..... sob sob...

got to see doc liao.....


by the way, listing things to buy...

shoes
antivirus scan
stuff for him
can't remember....

hahaa....

ouch...

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #3 Match: INTP

The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #4 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #5 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

lol!!!!! so true!!!!! omg!!!!!

NO!!!!!!!!

piss him off on friday... then sat ok liao... then now... piss him off again... hiaz.... sob sob... no mood.... sob sob...

hiaz.....

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