juz read a post fm fridae on breaking up....

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well... i guess i agree on the author's stand... i guess we can never really forget wat our exs haf done and what we had done... u will still go to where u used to did something there and memories will flood back... the same goes for friendship... like going out... remembering funny things that happened.... remembered stupid things that happened... and these are things which u can never forget, much less ur ex...

well... actually for me, all along, i got this prospective (hope i spell it correctly) that we got to forget our ex totally before moving on... or else it will juz be a replacement... coz, u will juz keep on thinking bout ur ex... which i feel is not good.... however, how can we really forget?

come to think of it... was on my way home today... suddenly thought of... of all people, adrian... haha... mayb coz too many things goin on in my heard that reminds me of him ba.... haha.... well... i don think i can ever forget him... but like wat the author says, it is not bout forgetting... but i guess it is about not replacing... i guess there muz still be a certain amount of time to learn or rather to let go of ur ex before goin on to a newer relationship....

well... letting go of people is never easy... not when u guys spent so much time together.... i believe that time (duration) of a relationship is not wat causes the pain but rather wat was put in... it hurts more in my one mth or so relationship wif adrain that one that that lasted longer...

or mayb it juz towards the end... how much u still putting in... if at the end, already given up... i guess it will not hurt much.... but if u r still giving ur all.... i guess u will fall harder...


o well... that juz how relationship goes.... be it frenship or any other.... as long as u haf interpersonal relationship this thing can happen... juz a bit worst in steady relationship....


mayb talked too much about this liao... i think i shoould b looking for my someone soon.... so anyone got someone tall to intro? haha~~

Finally no more test (for now)

Finally no more genomic

Finally no more lab management

Finally 2nd last day of this sem

Finally holiday starting

Finally can slp more

Finally can have some rest

Finally finish my thesis 1st draft

Finally can play games

Finally can read comic

Finally it is time to get lots of RnR



n Finally... i am finishing school... kinda scares n thrill me at the same time... hmmm...

firstly, on friday, my adaptor broke down/spoil/concuss/RIPed/dieded....

so no power... n worst thing is that i actually can use it in the morning then afternoon cannot... sian....

then nevermind....

saturday went out... morning/afternoon was shopping.... looking for adaptor... found it at funan... thus am blogging now.. hehe....

then at nite went to watch the maid.... errr... nvm... no comments.. haha....

sunday suppose to b at home... but my da kor, andi told me he got tixs to watch indiffernt love which is like my msn nick at the moment... argh!!!! cannot help it... went... haha....

so now... home bloggin... haha....

donno if it is a good thing that i watched.... juz sturred up so much emotions.... then... SPOIL MY EARPHONES.... =( =( ='(

so clumsy....

hiaz....



sometimes... i do wonder... to laugh or to cry.... the things people do for me... sometimes... are juz... i donno... wanna laugh coz i am touched.... cry... coz u know that it is impossible.... so wat to do... wat to feel...


been seeing a lot of things lately... haha... not like the maid kind.... but then again... u never know... rite? haha...




i need slp.... n also to do my thesis.... got to rush liao... wed goin back to sec school wif my frens... hehe...
sometimes, the past seems like a better choice than the future... coz the future seems dim... or mayb it is bad and we donno if it will turn up well or not... but i believe that the past is for our enjoyment, then the future is ours to learn..... i will think bout the past but move on to the future... not staying behind again... if things needs to b change, so b it... i know who are my frens n who are not... and those that are not.... well... lessons learnt fm them... those that are... will support me all the way... i am thankful for them all.... but, only i control my future.... n for now.... my future is grim.... well... until i see light again.... haha...


mayb u don know.... i did thought of goin back to u... actually... rebouncing or wat i donno... but then... i said to me... u will never change.... u r still the same u.... i donno to b happy or sad... i guess i wanna u to change... coz i don wan the same thing to happen again.... but.... wif wat u said... i donno....

then u tell me u may b goin overseas.... well.... i donno.... but... 1 yr.... well.... felt sad? a little... i donno y.... but juz a little... i donno.... perhaps i juz wan someone to call my own for now.... haha... mayb i should go find a rebounce.... but... it won't last long.... n i will not b able to bring myself to do that again... haha....

last week of school liao... kinda frighten... coz scare did not make the grades.... o well... lets hope nth big will happen... haha....