today.... ok.... went to sentosa!!! hahaa.... was late.... met up wif my kor, linus, first then go... then saw organiser.... ian!!!! hahaa.... then meeting my kor, javewu at teh control.... then that is 4 of us.... then ryan teach alone at the terminal waiting for us... hahaa... lol.... then we went to sentosa.... acted like a kid again!!! hhehee... =P

well reach palawan beach.... then play play a bit then i go n tan... ahhaha... well a bit more chao ta... haha.... then my third kor, andi, came... hahaa... kinda like tt lar.... well buy food eat, play that how we spent our day... hahaa....

aftnoon u and me n cs jin tong came... then devane came.... then babyface came... then jcboy... hahaha... well... linus kor left halfway.... too tired i think.... hahaa....

anyway, it was a fun day... will not go into much details.... too tired.... ehehhe....

o n yesterday..... from where i stop.... nth much happen.... ahaa....

am typing this out at home.... did not go to school..... woke up by my kor n di... hahaha... the two of them sama sama one.... both msg at the same time..... one tellin me left house liao... the other saying morning..... n told both.... ME STILL SICK!!!! *sulk sulk*.......

then aft bout 45 mins of smsing both of them n a few to dar dar, decided not to go.... n got scolding fm dar dar coz i wanna go cheerleading tonite.... live match sia..... so decided not to go liao... *sad sad*

o well.... slpt till bout 1.... then woke up.... the cook lunch.... another new version of instant noodles... hahaa.... well... then disturb lappy.... so now online..... me always read blogs first then post in forum and update blog at the same time....

i should not care bout wat others haf to say rite??? *YES*
i don need to bother wat others see or say bout me rite?? *YES*
so y do i still care??? *coz i am a pisces*
damn man.... hahahaa..... well at least all i can say is i choose watever i do.....don ask me to follow rules..... hahaha.... well don think i wanna know what he thinks anymore since he decided not to call me by my name.....
i don haf to ans to u or anything... u r no longer any part of me... decided not even to know wat is goin on in ur life.... deleted ur link.... hope u will do the same..... if it has to reach this stage, fine... i am happy now n hope u r.... don really bother anything liao.... don see y u should bout me...

watever...

now a little more on how me n dar dar.... we both are bz creatures.... haha... mr virgo n his well... don seems like the rest of the virgo i know... hahaha.... anyway, he working currently.... and we are always poles apart... hahaha to think we live so near each other... hahaha..... well me?? mostly doing wat i wanna do.... meeting frens.... trying to get at least a B in lesson..... going crazy over computer problems...... studying on how to improve my powers.... n yet we both are still u know... together.... hahahaa..... except on those special days when i super miss him or he super miss me... hahaa... come to think of it, it been days since we last met..... weeks since we last gotten close inn his room... hehehe.... well.... it is ok.... coz i know we both still haf each other in our hearts.... o n this is a record breakin in my relationship.... we msg each other bout.... 3 major times a day... sometimes more... so our smses per day is bout 10 10+ only.... sent n reply.... mornin say hi goin to sch... lunch sometimes.... then if i go out (which is most of the time), and then home... nite nite.... hehehe..... power right??? hehehe.... let juz say we both haf complete trust in each other..... n i know sometimes he is jealous... that virgil spent more time wif me then him.... hahaha.... we always disagree with each other..... n hahaha.... donno how he always let me win... though sometime i lose... hahaa....

damn it lar... now feel like msging him.... o well... he's workin... n bz... nvm nvm.... hehehe.... love u dar dar.... though u will not see this... hahhahaa... muackz.....

ok... this is one of the worst day of my life......


slpt at bout 2 30 am last nite..... y??? donno... juz cannot slp..... then today woke up at bout 1.... coz no sch so happy happy.... then went to sch coz need to pass something up and mee kiran out to buy candles for drama.... toshi came along too... n guess wat.... that toshi told her that i am attached.... n i was like.... shit..... so she keep askin me bout my girlfren.... n i was like... how to tell her bout my "girlfren".... hahaha....

anyway, we went to suntec and got the white candles... but cannot find the black ones.... so i decided to go new age circle.... n well... got them.... n they no longer goin to sell things.... so sad.....

well then went nines..... whole time headache.... donno y..... thought recover liao..... well then suppose to do work.... but then.... a fren of mine.... decided to commit sucide.... eat 10 panadol.... wanna tell him that my headache is worst then his so y he took so much...... and it is like...... o man..... spent most of my time getting him off.... well he is supposely ok now.... i hope..... don think i will b able to slp liao.... and well tml, long day.... got match..... at woodlands i think.... then sat got to go sentosa...... o welll n me broke.... sian..... i need casH!!!!!! o well.....

i really hope he is ok.... hiaz..... reminds me of that time..... hahaha......

ok... well.... wanna say this.... me attached.... as well some of u knows.... heheehe....

ok he is alvin... not out pan pan a.k.a. jigme aka nan nan..... well... got to know him from this face party thingy..... hahaha.... stay near me..... known each other since the begining of the yr..... well i think... hahaha.... together for bout a mth i think..... both for got the date liao.... ahahhaha.... he is a virgo..... same as pete n karen n devane...... hahaha.... out of these i think i really love karen n him.... hhehehee..... anyway, he is also sick..... he's 32, unstable job, slack too much liao.... hahhaha..... but then hor.... he give me so much freedom.... n always disturb me n twin... hehe.... kinda... sweet.... yet always make me agitated at the same time.... hahaa... but cannot get angry wif him... donno y... hehehee..... o well.... we see how lar.... currently he so bz that i meet twin aka virgil more than i meet him... and always cannot get to see him one.... so now... miss him a lot lor...

o well.... i think i haf crap enough.... got to rush something out for cheerleading.... got too little time left.... me need more rest.... tml long day.... okok i got to slp liao.... cannot take it liao.... nite nite....

*prays n hope that eric is ok n that dar dar will get well soon n that no one else fall sick* amen

sick sick sick sick sick sick sickk sick sick sick

ok yesterday was cool and well stress.... written a story for virgil.... quite happpy bout it i muz say....

then went ot chinatown to eat.... then met jave n andi.... hehehe.... well like that lor... nothhing much.... we did readings and stuff... n as usual.... it is good.... hehehe... nth to say lar.... i juz love my cards!!!!! muackz!!!!

chatted wif my jr online... decided to haf lunch together....

then went home... sllp... fight wif sis.... either u tok to me or don waste my time n don tok to me.... always scream at me..... now u know what the reason y i don wanna go home!!!!!

then today, well until now... all i can say is.... i actually understand n know what is goin on in school... hehehe cool... finally..... =P

DAR DAR IS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok.... that all for today.... n muz remember to return the jacket to my jr..... hehehe... =P

now... time to update blog.... ok... i am feeling so funny now.... juz written a sad sad story for virgil for the forum.... n u know wat??? i gotten very very sad.... donno..... hahhaa.... weekends... sian.... grandpa in hospital again... wat else is new.... dear dear did something that made me very happy.... love him for that..... hiaz..... i miss him so.....


i donno lar.... but feel so very motivated to write.... my muse is working again.... haha... found my cards... doing a reading soon.....