juz feel that the people i wan to care for me don seems to care for me..... my mom.... hiaz.... nth to say.... i wish that she will know me for who i am...... well if she do, i'll b so dead..... hiaz......

i hope tat the world will end soon.... or rather mine will.....

once thinkin of posting this question to my mom..... if the four of us, namely the four kids, will b in a life and death situation, and she can only save one at a time, who will she choose first...... i think her choice will be 1st: sebastian, my bro..... her pet as we all knows..... then my sisters..... donno who will come first..... n lastly, me..... well if i am last, then in the first place, i should not b so perserverence to live..... in fact, i should haf die when i can..... hiaz...... y did i choose the other 50%.......

got a question to ask...... if i am here and if i am not, wat difference does it make to your life......
do it make a difference??? huh???? drew.... drian..... dee..... luki..... ben..... phil...... do i make a different??? coz if i don n if u feel that it would b better tt i don, then y am i here........