lazy to update...

meet wes last nite for dinner... wif vir vir n kenneth... hhehe... so nice seeing them again....


touch my cards again... finally aft god knows how many mths... haha... felt so.... good... n nice.... touching them again that is...

talk... n found at least i got some business mind... haha... wes? totally hopeless.... will not get him to start a business wif me... hahaa.... bitchy....

aiya... now very scare... his exams..... stress.... haha... both of us that is... haha....

school seems better nowadays... miss lots of stuff though.... like people around me... him.... my cards... him.... computer games.... him...... him..... slp.... o did i mentioned him?? haha... i think u get the pic rite....


seems like there is a lot of things to say... but... can't say... not as in i cannot say that... but i donno how to say... hiaz... juz leave it lar....


given a choice.. i think... i would like my life the way it is... people are talkin bout how they wish to turn back time.... go to the past.... hope that they did not do something... etc... but look... wat we have done is already done.... finished.... full stop... why change it? if it is a mistake, then don do it again.... forget it lar... full stop....

missing someone for a long long time liao... longest time we did not see each other.... sob sob...

hmmm.... yesterday....


well.... lots of thoughts in my head....





firstly.... was having one of my insecure fits again.... no... did not talk to him... juz myself.... haha.... i donno.... juz feeling insecure.... well... then he brought brownie for me... as in i was in his room... n he bake brownie lar... then bring it to me... solve all my insecurity.... haha.... coz, i still do think bout it... but rite now... things are fine... so leaving them as they are... he cook fried rice too... n boy i tell u... it is good.... haha... makes me feel like cooking only...

totally enjoyed myself this few days wif him in the airport.... kinda cool... haha... n i kinda miss him liao... aiya... juz donno wat to do or say lar.... haha.... i mean... one thing i was hoping that he will tell me straight in the face wat he wans... (hoping that it is that we will b together lar) another part... juz wan us to b like this... kinda no strings attached kinda thing... o well...




so school reopens today (feels nthing to me) n as usual, canteen has been over taken by the year 1s.. even the yr 2 also complain... haha.... o man... wat gonna happen to me during lunch... no more food.... hiaz.... n today... so cold n so hungry... hiaz...


anyway, my agenda now....
1. fyp lab book
2. proposal for cheerleading
3. wat to cook for him
4. how to get more slp
5. buy biscuits for him n me (to eat at home)