sat liao..... hehehehe well one day no see.....

thursday no cheer..... but went shooping.... ehehehe so happy..... i love shopping.... n u know wat??? i actually brough over 100 plus worth of stuff..... actualli it is not me lar..... it is me sham n bru bru.... hehehee for cheerleading.... then got home......

kinda sian..... n beside i haf to start doin my design liao for sunday's cheer..... so tok less crap

yesterday met my dear..... make me kinda angry.... actually i donno lar.... was kinda jealous.... i donno lor..... aft tokin to my fren, i realise that wat i am doin is so much like well i dono.... but i should stop b4 i make my dear angry...... n well hiaz..... i haf nth more to say man..... sorry dear......

then today will b doin cheer stuff.... busy but worth it..... tml also haf to come to sch liao..... hiaz..... wat to do......

today thursday liao...... hiaz..... hahaha
finally free to update my blog.... very slppy though.... hahhahaa


yesterday is a damn eventful day.....

y??? muz start wif the nite b4...... when i type the previous post.... then wat happen is tt did not haf enough rest..... then went to see my fren.... told me sumthing bout her.... n it was like so poor thing..... my bru bru there also..... n well started to update them on cheer.... n they r shock to see it turned till like tt..... then well we cheer ourself up.... coz can lar..... if not not called cheerleaders liao.... hahahaaaa jokin jokin..... :P

well then went 4 lesson, a while only coz haf to leave at 3.... go njc..... coz later we goin to toa payoh.... the passin of flag ceremoney for the sea game thingy..... n wow cool lor.... saw many... *ahem* people there..... n was like.... hehehhee :P

well i am usher n well kinda nth to do one..... hahhaha n well know wat??? we r paid to do it.... n wow.... 35 each.... n we were like.... wow... ok.... hehehhee

then we decided to bring my cheerleadin fren home n at the same time eat at her area..... well i will not say names coz if she wanna tell u she will..... o well then eat dinner lor.... then aft tt tok cock.... well not realli lar.... we juz chatted bout our life.... n her life is so sad..... man.... i can cry man... but did not.... well not in front of her..... on the way home.... n well... at home i was more angry than sad..... coz she told me sumthing..... tt made me super angry....... not goin to say yet.... coz it haf to b over then can say...... but haf to stay calm or else i will lose badly......

well i realli donno liao lor.... n my dear...... make me so worried...... he say he is suddenly so sad n start to think of funny things...... n i was like PANIC!!!!! but well i was kinda cool..... hope he is ok...... don think of things that have not or will not happen mah dear..... no point.... if it has to happen then we decide wat to do lor...... if it is not gonna happen then there is no point in thinkin of it..... rite??? ahahhaha love u..... Muackz... hehhee

well anyway.... sch... biochem..... fav. teacher.... hehehhee well kinda..... but my teach a.k.a. ryan don like him.... well to each his own rite??? hhahahahaa

o o n cannot forget..... my di-in-law msg me..... hehehhe so funny coz he oversea now.... then so he msg me.... ahahaha tt means he haf safely reached his destination liao.... good good....... now i can rest..... hahahhaha :p

so many things to do n so little time..... wat to do.... man so busy...... hahhahaa

i donno lor.... but a blog should b written ending the nite..... but my???? in the aftnoon.... funny???? hahhahaa LOL......

o n always lazy lazy to write..... then when write write crap... n a lot of crap.... hahahhaa well long long crap sum more..... hahhahaha :P

wonder who, beside me dear, read me blog...... hahahhaa can't get the tagbox up so.... sorri....

yo anyone readin me blog????? tell me..... email me...... samz_maxwell@hotmail.com.......
pls... hehehhehee :p


me a bit crazy...... posted so many songs...... o ps.... the sun yanzi song is fm my di-in-law webby.... hehehehe later got sue for copy rite..... hahahhaa



TUESDAY MORNING

I remember,
Stormy weather,
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me,
Content with walking,
So unaware of the world

Please don't drive me home tonight,
'Cause I don't want to feel alone,
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go

Tuesday morning,
In the dark
I was finding out,
Who you are?oh

I took your picture,
While you were sleeping,
Then I pased around the room
If I had known then,
That, these things happen,
Would they have happened with you? Ho ohh

Please don't drive me home tonight,
'Cause I don't want to feel alone,
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go

Tuesday morning,
In the dark
I was finding out,
Who I was?

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And if you turned around to see me,
And I was gone?oh oo woo
Should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up?ho oo woo
The sun was coming up?oh ho oo woo, ho

Please don't drive me home tonight,
'Cause I don't want to feel alone,
Tuesday morning,
In the dark
We were finding out,
Who we are

Tuesday morning,
In the dark?oh, oh
We were finding out,
Who we are, who we are?ho woo oo oh?ho woo oo oh
Who we are, who we are?ho, woo oo oh
Who we are



ARE YOU HAPPY NOW

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I, know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I, I’ve given up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you have everything you want?
You can get up and give everything you`ve got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you`re happy now, yeah
come on tell it to my face or have i been erased,
are you happy now? yeah,yeah,yeah
are you happy now?ohh,ohh

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had that all I can take
And I’m about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?


GOODBYE TO U

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star


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　　我想 我等 我期待, 未���能因此安排.

　　阴天 �晚 车窗外, 未�有一个人在等待.

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　　我往�飞 飞过一片时间海, 我们也常在爱情里�伤害.

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　　终有一天 我的谜底会解开.

juz somes song i kinda listenin to now.....

sad...sad...sad..............

i donno y.... but it seems that i seems to go wif pple emotions....... my teach.... god knows wat happen to him..... poor teach..... hope u r ok.... will pray very very hard for u......

n silas..... don worry..... well can't ask u to do tt as i myself is also very very worried....
omg..... n well i feel so sad now..... well... cried a bit again.... hiaz....... sumtimes donno wat happenin to myself..... hiaz...... i miss my dear.......

well my fren fm cheerleadin juz called...... sumthin bad has happen to her..... o man........ i donno yet but she is tellin me tml..... o man.... i juz donno wat to do........ so i juz cry...... n i feel like cryin now......

will anyone knoe n remember me aft i died???? though a lot of my death lately...... donno..... was depress a while ago..... not so bad one..... but the last time i haf sumthin like tt miss neo died...... am very very scare now........ i donno..... no matter how prepared i am, i don think i can handle anything if sumthing happen....... i mean miss neo is not even my teacher, yet i cried a lot at her funeral...... n now, i haf not gotten over it yet..... still scare of mrt tt is above ground...... i donno.... pple call me stupid but i am scare......i wan my dear dear........

i am actualli listenin to goo goo dolls's iris...... tt is how i feel last time...... well i hope tt my frens or rather pple who i am close to know the real me....... i realli do..... n if tt the case i will die in peace........

hiaz........ sad sad nite...... i will miss a lot of pple if i am gone.......
n i still can't get over the two of them...... the two pple i realli loved a lot....... n although i know i love my dear dear a lot i still can't get over them....... i haf problem moving on....... i don wanna i guess....... i can't stand people leaving me....... pls.... don leave me anymore........ pls............

luckily got my dear..... if not i donno how i survive in this world........... i love u dear dear
one day i will fly away wif u....... i promise....... i love u........

o n if i am realli gone, then i wan u to knoe tt u haf to move on.... don b like me........

Artist: Goo Goo Dolls
Album: City Of Angels Soundtrack
Title: Iris


And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


Artist: Celine Dion
Album: All The Way
Title: My Heart Will Go On


Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on



sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

hahaha i am finalli back in sch.... so tt means tt i can update my blog more regularly...... heheheee

more of my life comin up..... aft i finish chatting wif my dear dear..... tokin bout how we r goin to celebrate our 1st mth together.... hehehe so nice... hehehe cannot keep him waiting.... will get back to u later...

hahaha... done.... well we are goin donno where for dinner..... hehhehe well let my dear bring me.... hehehe n u know wat?? my dear dear comin to pick me up..... so nice rite???? hehhehe felt so loved......

was actualli don wanna come to sch today..... ya i am hafin my new term now.... n well so sad.... new class.... new faciliators.... so sad...... n well i don wanna lose my old frens.... n scare of makin new frens.... kinda.... well if not for my dear dear i will not haf come to sch..... hehee thanks dear.....

o n my new class, kinda cool.... not as good as my old one (i think) but still ok..... hehehehe today same gp as angie, my cheerleadin fren n elton, erm.... welll i know him.... n hehehee me n elton thinks alike..... so ehhehe.... lalallala....
n the other two member.... ok.... well we got tok... n jjoke around..... hahahaha so cool.... hehehee

okok well now yesterday..... erm.... sunday??? o nth much juz stay at home n slp..... tt all..... hehhehee
sat..... i went out wif my dear dear..... ehehehehee so many things happen.....

in the morning, went to bernard n serene's wedding.... hehehe then went to eat.... saw many of my frens fm ycs.... so cool... hehehee then went to meet my dear..... was very very slppy...... so we decided to take a bus n then i slp on my dear's arms.... well... kinda lar.... but still heheee.....then when we reach ps we meetin one of my fren n his stead..... well meeting another one of my dear's fren.... also my fren.... i blur liao.... 5 pple actualli.... so well eat tok..... n all.... hehehe then another of our fren call my fren..... chim rite???? so well called us ask us to watch looney toones in action.... hehehehe so funny..... man i laugh till well everyone look at me.... so paisei..... hehehhee lalalallaa.... but it is very very funny.... ooooo n i scream when taz come out..... hehehee i love taz.... i juz love taz..... way too much..... hehehheehee

o then movie??? my dear's fren left so left 4 of us.... then we meet up wif our fren n his stead so tt is 6 of us...... chim????? lalalalalalalaaa........ 3 couples in the movie.... so cute..... hehehehhee

then aft the movie, my fren n his dear left...... go sumwhere.... left 4 of us..... kids u understand???? 6-2=4 so 4 of us left.... ok then went to shopping.... hehehee got see a lot of things...... hahahaha...... n then we buy a forgot wat is it called.... make u smell good one..... i choose the smell one.... hehehhehe so cool...... then we go to meet uncle simon n two other of my fren 4 dinner...... man i got to start naming my frens..... but hehehehe don wanna say hehhee.... n then we go n haf dinner lor..... yum yum..... hehehhee been feeding my dear...... wif my food.... rare rite???? coz i never share food.... well my dear wat.... so can share lor..... ehehe......alalaalalalalaa......

o n then went to meet chris.... hehehhee well then we tok cock sing song then like this like tt then at bout 10 plus we spilt n go home.... my dear sent me back sum more..... hehhehee so nice...... n i was so slppy.....

o did i say tt i am crappy???? it is like everyone step on my tail or toes..... n i was like AHHHAHHAAAAHHHHHHHH n smoking the whole day.... hehehehee well acting like a *** *** liao hehehhe..... lalalalalala...... hehehehe

well guess too much again.... so ya ok posting liao.... then goin back to lesson... hehehee......



Artist: Soundtrack
Album: Moulin Rouge
Title: Nicole Kidman - One Day I'll Fly Away


(Satine:)
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...