tired tired... so will not type much...

hiaz...
tml not comin online coz there is gonna haf a virus... hiaz... well
here is today's song... come what may

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to furnish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may go by
But I love you ( I love you), until the end (until the end) of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you (I will love you)

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day


Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

i am so busy..... busy...... busy........ so busy that i haf woke up late twice.... this week..... yesterday and today.... so sad...... hiaz....

the virus cause so much trouble n i am so tired n running out of time n i need to go out n i am stuck in sch coz of the rain........

aAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-_-"

so tired think i will juz post the song lar....



Artist: Daniel Bedingfield
Album: If You're Not The One
Title: If You're Not The One


If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

hiaz.... know wat?? this is the second time i am wirting this today.... hiaz.... stupid... i think i for got to save..... wa liao......

well anyway, today is an eventful day..... well at least 4 me..... y?????? o coz well today, there is a virus goin round the globe n my class is one of the first in RP to find out of it. first we thought tt is was VB giving prob n was so happy coz today was VB test.... hopefully we don haf to take the test.... then next the whole sch got it..... well... almost... i would say bout 9/10 of the whole sch. popuation got it.. including the teachers..... wow... the realise that it is actualli a worm..... infect the whole world..... n they found a cure liao.... so sad.... hiaz.... cannot miss lesson n muz take the VB test..... but then at least i knoe that lappy is ok n that i would be able to come in here n write... so cheers!!! hahahaa

for those of u who need help in this thingy, feel free to contact me kkk.... i will try ny best to help.... it is a aplication call "msblast.exe" n it can b found in C:\windows\system32

any other info muz go webby n find.....

o well.... then it is the VB test... all i knoe is that i got 1 mark.... comfirm ahahahahaha...... i only knoe how to close the application..... then i think i fail liao lor.... haiz..... nvm lor.. over liao anyway...so let not talk bout it.....

then o my god... it is cheerleading.... today was the first practice... man i will regrate if i quit it... it is so fun n ... nice... o my god i enjoy it so much n haf nv felt like this... it is like sumone's life is in ur hands.... cool... i learn fast n as my partner is bru bru whom i know n haf well lots in common, we are able to corordinate well hahaha..... mayb one of these day we will throw u... ahahhaa :P

well.. i am very tired liao.. gonna slp liao... msn: TN04-07 THeRE c@n B miR@cleS WhEn U beLIeve ThougH hOPe iS fR@Il ItS h@RD 2 kiLL

yup i believe n here is the song....
mltr's that y.... to u dear....

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

* REPEAT CHORUS

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

* REPEAT CHORUS

nite nite

ordinary world... any one knoes??

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights the TV and the radio but still I can't escape the ghost of you
What is happening to me crazy some would say
Where is the life that I recognize, gone away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say pride will tear us both apart
Well now pride's gone out the window cross the rooftops runaway
Left me in the vaccuum of my heart
What is happening to me crazy some will say where is my friend when I need you most gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and grief
Fear today forgot tomorrow beside the news of holy war and holy need
Our's is just a little sorrowed talk, just blown away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive
Every world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world, every world is our world, every world


if u pple knoe tell me....
samz_maxwell@hotmail.com

o n today is malcolm's birthday.... HAPPY B_DAY MAL....

n we hafing our rally today...
not yet prepare speech... nvm.... heheheh :P

samzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

at this time... i am very hungry.... haf not bath..... n haf not well eat..... well actualli am waiting for a phone call so that y.... hiaz.... nvm...
well today i feel so much better... was a bit crack up but better that yesterday... o n u c... today was ok wif the flag day and my frens.. they r cool... well done people who haf gone to ctk.... met the president of the server there.. n he is like a great guy... man.... ctk damn luckly... got such a good president..... well our president is not too bad too.... rite benny??? hehehehee :P

ok well.. then got cracky.... got back to hq n said sumthing i should not haf said.... but was realli pissed...... o well.... donno lor... wat to do rite?? then not only that ..... dom seems so blur..... but then since he is so busy wif his work n all.... i can understand... wish u guy good luck pple.....

aft that got home.... damn tired... splt my aftnoon away....................

woke up n haf to get dinner..... then until now lor...... aft that .....well.... like that lor....

okok enough crap...

thee song 4 today is by evanescence bring me bacck to liffe ....
well everyone knows it so no need futher intro...

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there
And lead it back home

Chorus:
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(Can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(Can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me
And make me real
Bring me to life

[Repeat Chorus]

Bring me to life
I've been living
a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All of this time i cant believe i couldnt see
left in the dark but you were there in front of me
ive been sleeping a thousand of years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought
wihout a voice
without a soul
dont let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life


cheers pple n god bless
samzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ok pple... today is saturday and thinking that it should be a good day... u r wrong.... well... y?? woke up with a feeling that sumthing is missing.... wat??? i also donno... then realise that i forgot to do a lot of things... hiaz...muz rush then was late for meeting.... shit..... then i remember that i cannot do tarot reading.... becoz my teach says so... he wan me to remember the whole meaning of all the cards first... by one mth.... hiaz..... who call me pick this up..... who call me got such a strict teacher... strict but good so i muz obey him.... hahaaha o then??? then cannot read for people lor... but nvm it is ok... ren......

today flag day... nvm... go down to hq late... then report... nth much lar... juz sum thingsto say n ask sum question... hope tt it will b a good anni celebration.... hahahaha i will do my best... y?? coz i am good.... hahahha:P a bit bhb....
i went to ctk... christ the king church for flag day...it is good...... meet Lucas there.. ya... my didi... so long nv c him... then we went to do the flag day... it was damn fun lor... aft that finish liao met up wif my primary sch fren... dom.... hihihi dom... then we went to dom house 4 chit chat.... well got a lot to talk wat...
nxt went home.... then eat n then like tt lor..... nnth much happen......

man i am so so tired... wanna slp liao.. n muz remember to keep this short... so aya...

o n today did not change nick so.... no new nick....

song of the day shall be... the lover aft me by savage garden.... y????
well... i hope that you will find someone more worthy aft me.... i hope that the lover aft me will b a better one n one that can keep up wif u n be wif u n i want to tell u that although i love u so... i still haf to let u go.... n i treasure this togetherness that u haf givrn me.... u sure haf changed my life... it will never be the same again...

Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

And as time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you

Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

well can't say that i am feeling like that but i sure am gonna miss u but time will heal me n i will move on... i promise...

samzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz