thanks all for the reply on the taggy..... hehehe.... now i know got a lot of people reading.... n well.. all pls... u can link me but if u r in RP pls don.... coz well.... kinda difficult if u know.....

okok.... on tuesday, aft test went for reheasal... suppose to meet up wif luke and des n others coz luke n des leaving us to serve the country liao..... so muz go.... late late late sia.... but better late then never.....


luke: i don think u will read this.... but will juz post this up.... sorry for not talkin much.... sick as u know..... hehehe.... well.... u n des n adrian are the first forum people i know n met up.... still can remember that night.... bring backs memories sia.... i will not see this as goodbye..... i will not see this as the end.... mayb that y we did not talk much.... coz it is not the end... not goodbye.... juz wanna take this chance to say some things to u.... thanks 4 all that u haf done for me.... thought it is not 1 year we know each other yet... i feel like i know u for a long long time liao....i donno wat to say.... but you still feel the same to me.... you, luke, still remains in me, in my heart..... n u always will.... hehe... i wish you good luck in NS.... remember me hor n when u come out.... muz call me out.... i will wait for u....

des: so sad i donno you so well.... so sad that now i am getting to know you more..... u are goin into Ns..... so so sad..... but i hope that if there is a chance, we could b better frens and i really really like talkin to u.... i may b stubborn but i understand and know where u are comming from when u say your point of view.... which i think deserve some listening to... i donno if luke listens to u (he better) or if he understand (he should) but they are really worth llistenin n knowin.... hope to talk more sia.... hehehe...

anyway saw uncle simon, luke, des, my son, koon n alvin..... alvin cook for me sia.... hehehe.... JENNIFER!!!! I ATE MO MO'S EGG AGAIN!!! MAHHAHAHAHHAHA

so well left at 10 30.... coz really really got to.... sick lar....

next day, met alexter at 12 30..... waiting for him to teach me chemisty.... but that poor kid slppy so did not bring anything so.... guess i am alone in battling wif test..... hiaz..... then went to haf lunch wif dar dar..... o before i forgot, he promise to bring me out on weekend to party n drink.... hehehe.... he better keep his promise..... but as usual he said "maybe....." hiaz.....
went back aft lunch and.... slp... hehehe.... then woke up to haf dinner, play FFX then slp..... hahahhaa.....

today donno y..... holiday so triffic jam.... sian sia!!!!! then reach school.... kevin wanna talk to me.... tot it was some well... sch stuff.... like..... lecture.... ehehehe... but then.... no.... hehehe.... motivative talk sia.... hehee.... =P

kevin: you sure will never read my blog.... so i can say this..... what u told me?? yup i know them all... i know n it is juz i am not doin it.... y??? coz that is me... ehehehe... i will soon..... coz of u.... u donno but u r the one that started me ..... moved me...... motivate me to do it.... to study..... n realise that haha.... i actually know stuff..... n can do stuff.... hhehehee..... i salute u kevin..... u r the best teacher ever...... man.... wat are we gonna do now that u r leaving us...... sob sob.... hiaz...... o n one more thing...... i will decide when n where i wanna study.... my potential?? i know juz not using it .... yet.... hehehe


wish me luck for the test sia.....

sorry for not updating.... seem like every time i update my blog i say the same thing now... hehe... well.. now am updating my blog wif a very slppy feeling.... coz juz taken medication.... yup... i am sick.... since friday.....

friday, went to haf dinner wif da kor, er kor, vir, eric di..... well... 5 of us... then... there is a lot of food involve..... donno how they finish the food.... lol... ii see all the food i wanna puke.... hahaa... same as eric... coz he also wanna puke.... hahaa.....

saturday, slp till quite late.... then wake up.... kor aka linus ask me out for movie... so ok lor... since so long never see him liao..... watchin wif eric di n danny... o well... will tok bout the show later.... well met them at 6. 30.... n they say i am late... well in a way lar.... hahaha... o man.... sorry... i donno wat the hell i sayin sia.... then we went to dinner..... haha.... took a long time to choose my food again.... then we went to starbucks to drink........... juice..... hahhaa.... n wait for danny.... saw alexter n his bf.... well... make arrangement to meet on wed but he sms me yesterday saying he cannot make it liao... so guess will fail thur's ut liao..... hiaz... o well... so next, movie!!.... cool show.... nice effect.... but for those who have seem danny's blog, i feel the same as him.... watch the show for the effect n wonder.... wonder NOT these things will come true or not... if not, this show will juz sucks for u... hahaha.... n for people like me who studied physical geography will know that this is nice effect.... but not the real or actual thing that will happen. after movie met up wif da kor, er kor n virgil... at merlion park... then went to lao pa sar for supper.... then walk walk walk.... till god knows when.... then went home wif da kor....

note to da kor: come to think of it.... the more we don care, the more we want to care... put it this way, is more like the people involve.... how related are they to us.... the only thing we can do is watch them suffer from what they had done... and most importantly, be there to pick them up.... n be there everytime they fall.... that all...

sunday, sick sick sick..... sian sia.....
went to meet dar dar.... slp at his house.... he take care of me sia... hehee.... so nice... n then went home slp... haha... but whole nite cannot slp.... pain n aching.... sian.....

ok... monday..... nthing lar.... at home... see doctor...... slp.... that all.... ahhaha....

now kinda like... reply to blog.....

ryan teach
emotion, i think it is the basic element... y?? without this, there will b no feelin.... none that has happen will happen..... how to say this... but well... there is juz many good things that emotion bring.... juz learn to control it.... =)

linus kor
time..... yup..... n to teach as well.... time will heal all..... that is if u allow.... but then, scars remain...... considering this i is what i just realise.... to say that i have forgotten bout adrian is.... well false..... i still think of him... once in a while.... and still sad.... but to delete all that belongs to him, no problem... none at all.... so memories n scars are all that left.... and these will remind us of the good and bad that we have been through.... weather we like it or not... so well choose to remember the good then.... and heck the bad..... b thankful for the good things that have happen between the two of u.... rather than think of the bad.... n long for more..... that i find is better.... better than wanting more..... but alas.... we are human.... we want more... more than we are given..... hiaz..... o well....

kenny son
what can i say.... all part and parcles of life..... so... this is it... well... wat can i say... u need people to help u??? or u wanna do it urself?? truth to b told.... i donno.... i feel that u r strong.... stronger than u know.... hahaa.... don ask me how or why.... i just know.... mayb coz u r my son.... ehhehee..... no lar..... u are strong, clever and u will find a way out.... trust me.... u can do it....

eric di
all of us will have to go through this path.... why we met??? why u became my di??? i donno.. but mayb to teach u this..... i hope so.... hehehe..... well... i have been there before..... n now am sharing what i have seen and learnt..... and telling you what to expect.... so that you will pass this... and pass on the message to another crossing the same path.... be a kor to another di in trouble....


i am so sorry..... to the rest who haf not have any reply.... hahaa.... sorry hor.... coz i am really slppy liao.... kk... end here....

ps. kenji. if u happen to see this.... pls.... remember or meal....
pps. joe. yoyo?? wanna haf lunch???