funny thing is that i am curretly watching a movie....... the thing is that it is an open air one..... which is so cool for me....in fact it is quite cool!!!!! hehehehe.... it is so cool!!! sorri..... cool as in both cooling due to the wind n also to the cool as in the cool!!! hahaa :P i feel crazy... o ya.. i am ..... hehehe o n i think it is gonna rain.... oops... rain?? my lappy..... so sad... will it rain??? i donno... but i think so..... juz drew out two bad card..... donno wat it means yet but i am thinking it is gonna rain...... o well... don think that it is gonna b like tt.... hahaha... got sum comment from my fren..... and so.... here goes.....

too long... :(
no picture...:(
not colourfull enough... :(

so bad.....
hiaz...so tell me.... IS IT REALLY?????? MAN I SO SAD.......

so i shall keep it short n simple..... hey forgot.... i better say this or else she might get angry if she knows..... juz told another of my fren the same thing.... hahaha :P

o well.... here is my msn nick 4 the day..... it is from the song compliicated

TN04-07 WHy U hAF 2 gO N mAKe tHinGs sO cOMpliCAted?

actualli it is longer but i cut down......
n now i shall present u the full song....

Uh-huh,
Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is


Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see


I like you the way you are
When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me


Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no, no


You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and
Where you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no, no...


Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

today is a brand new day... y?? coz erm... o ya today i went to school wif venassa n she is suppose to b my girlfrend of the day... ahahaha funny rite??? well... erm wat happen was that i went to take nel to sch so i left home wif my bro, sebastian, n we took the same bus there. then bcoz i was early, i went to harbor front a.k.a. the old world trade centre then took the train back to transfer to the north south line then go n transfer to the east west line..... hhahha.. kinda funny rite??? but nvm...... then i walk to sch wif venassa.... o ya we were late n i like the feeling of being late.... hahaha then we start work... i like today coz i don need to find info... i juz knoe the answers.... hahahah clever rite?? too good liao... hahaha

hey the teacher actualli say that i am a good presentator ok... well i am.... training thankz to Miss Chong Yong Shing..... my sci teacher..... if not 4 her n her high standard, i will not reach this stage.... so 4 those who know her, tell her thank u 4 me hehehhehee
o ya i am from holy innocents' high school k... so hahaha

actualli wanted to go n watch tomb raider wif my teach, ryan, n frens but then too late so didn't go... aft dinner we went to read tarot cards.... kinda funny in a sense tt i found a shoppin mall to read cards but it is quite cool... did it 4 one of my fren n then he kinda blur.... i think i not so good... hahahaa
well three day old only wat.... hahaha

well... i only hope that my powers will increase as i realli feel it now... n since i am very tired n haf nth to do, i shall go n slp now...
o for got... my msn nick n song... hahaha here they r :

TN04-07 LEt mE B tHe 1 U cALl If U jUMp, I'lL bREAk uR fALl IfUu NEed 2 CrasH theN craSh nN bURn u'Re nT aLONE

n tonite song is When U Believe..... hope u pple will enjoy

Many nights we pray with no proof anyone could here
In our hearts a hopeful song. We barely understood
Now we are not afraid. Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long before we know we could

Chorus :
There can be miracles when you believe
Though hope is frail. It’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve when you believe
Somehow you will. You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain,
hope seems like the summer birds too swiftly flown away
And now I’m standing here
My heart so full. I can’t explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I’d say

[Chorus]

They don’t always happen when you ask
And it’s easy to give in to your fear
But when you’re blinded by your pain
Can’t see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

[Chorus]

nite nite pple

samzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

well... today had been a nice day...... y?? coz well.... nth bad happen.... well nth good happen as well..... hahahaa i do not know what happen, coz it is like a blur..... but i know i kinda enjoyed my day... well some things that happen to me today...... first is that the tarot card reading i done for one of my fren actualli came true..... not that i don believe it but coz yesterday was the first time n wow it came true so.... hahahaha
well nxt was that we r talking bout the web posting thingy..... n they talk bout abusing doggy..... o my god..... how could they???? i almost cry..... luckily became better enough to do my presentation..... but still..... hiaz.... sad........
then i donnno liao lar realli donno wat to say... nth much happen to me..... hiaz.....

well... talkin bout goin home then.... met up wif my mentor b4 goin home.... nth much lar... feel very antisocial... but realli got nth to say... pls forgive me.... hahahaha like talkin to nobody... then went home wif my classmate.... went to bedok first b4 goin home.... need to do my bus pass.... today last day liao.... so i went n then did it then got home n here i am..... writing this blog.....hiaz.... realli got nth to say bout today..... first time no crap to spill....

o well... guess will go straight to my msn nick.... today is a song by green day called time of ur life n here is my nick:
TN04-07 iT's sOmetHIng unpREdicTAble bUt iN e eNd iS rIte I hOPe U hAd e TIme oF Ur lIFe

meaning full rite??? hahaahahaa

well anyway here is the song i pick today..... SUPERMAN!!! by five 4 fighting.... nice song man...... enjoy pple...

[SPONSOR]

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird....... I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away....away from me
It's all right....You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.


cya tml.....

love u all ......

today??? wat happen today??? o i knoe..... huh??? y i so tired??? why????? o i remember... did my first tarot card reading and well... over do myself i guess... hehehe well did 4 3 person n then well... quite happy wif my reading.... quite accurate i think.... hahahaha not bad for a begininer like me.... hehehehe
well as u can c i am still crapping around so that means i am still alive n kicking.... hehehhee n i do mean kicking..... hahahaha kick wat??? erm.... e..erm... donno.... i don play soccer..... ya ya i knoe i knoe... -_-'
now still in sch n typing n waiting for the test to begin... currently listening to Jesus,lover of my soul...... nice...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
ww...ooo wat happen??? "All the small thing true care, truth bring" my fav. blink 182 song!!!!! ya!!!! hahahaha..... well as u can c... i am quite mad.... tt y me am mad sam hahahahhaaa :P well test start liao... wait huh........................... *aft a very long time*

*sweating, panting, wipeing sweat away* finally finish my test.... wo.... it is realli......... EASY!!!!
hahaha ;) did it in 20 mins... hahaha donno y so easy... kinda like..... primary sch...... but every time i say easy, got very little marks so... i shall keep my mouth shut......

i found that many things happen becoz of me.... n these r bad things that happen..... i juz can't control my self.... i knoe i should not be doin it but i still do.... stupid rite??? kinda i guess.... but....... i donno........ screw up so many things so i guess i muz haf learnt my lesson but NOOOOOO..... still do it..... hiaz ....... in the end ?? only hurt myself...... i realise that a lot of things are my fault so i don blame anyone...... actualli even if it is not my fault i will also not blame anyone lor.... but still...... get wat i am saying????? hiaz...... nvm......i juz hope n pray that i will not commit the same thing again........ but guess i know myself too well.... i will......... hahhahahaa

well.. i will end here... wat gonna happen later i think it is not of any well... fun.... coz i wanna slp..... o n i will change my msn nick every day so here is wat i posted today:

TN04-07 :D A nEw DaY... A NeW bEgInInG... A NeW fUtUrE... wAT lIE ahEad??? iT's Up 2 mE tO fiND oUt:P

n i will put a song here when i feel like it...... today.... it is michelle branch's everywhere..... enjoy....

Turn it inside out
So I can see
The part of you
That's drifting over me
And when I wake
You're never there
But when I sleep
You're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me
How I got this far
Just tell me
Why you're here
And who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

CHORUS:
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
Whoa whoa
I'm not alone

I recognise the way
You make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now
The water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain
Away from me
Away from me

Repeat chorus

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, ooh, oh

And when
I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never
Comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
Whoa whoa

Oh, you're in
Everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

HIHII pple!!! new blog new place.... hehee me first time so.... hehehe......
well... today?? basic science 4 lesson... man i suck big time.... it is like.... O_O
that is wat happen to me at the end of the lesson... hiaz guess i fail today's quiz.....
hiaz... wat a day to start a blog...
first it was like i started the day badly... y?? donno.....
then physic.... hiaz..... nvm tt is over liao... it is too much to think......
juz knoe that it is realli a mindblowing experience...
then i juz told a fren a major secret of my life....
what secret??? well if i tell u it is not a secret already rite??? hahahahaha :P
o n i juz started learning how to read tarot card...got my first tarot deck n wow cool!!!!! hahahhahahaa
maybe i'll b able to find out if there is any powers in me...
hahahaha well tt is cool... so cool... hahhahaha
well that all 4 tonite... guess i'll go n catch some slp coz tml got sch n
GOSH!!!!! tml got test !!!!!! n i haf not study!!!!! o no...... die.....
well... if i am still here tml, then it is ok if not then mayb i'm not here.... hehehehe
ok pple cya tml.....

samzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz