YES I LOVE YOU

集中所有力量 听你看你 等那个讯息 你欠我的讯息 你欠答案的 那个问题
Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?

你没问我 我能回应什么 用眼神说 我怕我会听错 要不要 继续互相折磨 你看我 我看着你寂寞
手已经围好城堡 心也已经备好浪潮 快完成等待完成的拥抱 别说你还没感觉到 我所给你的微笑 不只微笑

Love you Love you Yes I love you 你听见了吗
这是我第一千遍地一万遍心理的回答 那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂 我只你 你想要去的天涯

Love you Love you Yes I love you 你还没听见吗 能不能请你放下 放下那愚蠢挣扎 我害怕爱情就像 盛开的花 一错过 眼泪也没有办法

RAP: 像是一场 多么令人 疲倦的游戏 只剩下一步 却举棋不定 我早就输了 你却不相信你会赢 看你一直苦笑叹息 我想帮忙 我好着急 爱情 爱情 真伤感情 两个人 僵在这里 两颗心 悬在那里 时间 时间 就快没有时间 我们 越来越像朋友而已

i will say that this is one of my best new year celebration... haha....

afternoon met him up for lunch.... then was shopping for a gift for him.. a christmas + new year gift...wanna get him somthing he can wear n then saw a few but either don like the design or not enough cash... decided to settel on a green woollen t but then.... don haf his size... then he is like... erm... reach liao... then no choice... got him a stuffed toy again... hehe.... hiaz....

so met him then he was settling some stuff.... buying things actually... then i wait lor... hehee... so happy to see him aft such a long time... hehehe..... anyway, when he is done, he asked me wat wif my face.... my pissed off face.... then tell him the story n pass him the present... haha... the smile n look on his face.... priceless.... haha....

then we went to eat.... n as usual, "wat u wanna eat?" "anything lor u choose..." haha... some things never change.... hehe....

well then we settle at this erm... kampong days restaurant... haha.... kinda cool sia... i think the food is good.... but donno the price.... according to him is ex... haha.... first time he keep the recipt... haha.... o n met ivan, from YCS... not the small fat ivan... but someone who is wif serene sis's time.... meaning way b4 me one.... like when i was in sec 1 they sec 5.... hehe.... so cool... didn't talk much... ahha....

then we decided to watch movie... hehe... well... watch meet the forkers... lazy to check the spellings so sorry... ehhee... so anyway, it is a really funny show... but halfway, he... donno wat happen... think too slppy liao... poor thing.....

aft that while walking out... hehe... we saw bru bru... haha... he watching show wif aunty.... then went to collect his stuff... but not ready yet... so we went to mos burger n eat... coz i am hungry... again lar... haha.... oops...

he met his fren then to collect something n to pass something so i kinda left at 6... coz got to go home n prepare to go out... hehe....

so reach home at 7 plus, bath style hair... then went to church for servers' meeting... so long liao... haha.... then saw sebastian lim... hehe... max's there too... hehe... so cool rite... then went to eat n hang n all.... then meet wes at 10 plus... then we went to simon's place to play mahjong.... hehe....

first time playing wif money.... haha... then.... think vir n elton kinda piss wif me not know a few stuff... haha... n i never kong as much as i did sia.... 3 times in a single set... haha.... n i think i kong a lot that nite... the most.... didn't win that kong 3 times match but won more than elton, who won that match.... ahhaa.... =P

anyway, was kinda happy lar... first time play cash... won bout 11 bucks... vir won 13 plus... then elton won... donno how much... haha... bout 5 like that.... n so erm.. poor wes lost to us.... nvm... it is ok... =P i treat him to a drink... ehhee....

so aft mahjong we went to eat breakfast... coz it is like... erm... 5 plus liao... then we all went back home.... i was wif wes... went to walk walk.... n talk talk lar.... hehe... o well... got too slppy then went home n slp... so from 8 plus to 5 plus.... hahaa.... o well... hehe... woke up.... guess wat?? hungry!!! haha.... some things never change.... hehe....

well... worried bout alvin... miss his nagging... n hanging out wif him.... i miss hanging out wif all of them alone... alvin: joke n joke n joke.... n coz talk lar... serious talk.... elton: smell his smoke... ahhaa... jk jk.... elton is more like.... fun fun fun!!! hehee.... then wes: mind games... haha.... really cool... hehe.... vir vir: don need to say... haha... ok... u all... when alvin is back, we all muz go n eat the ma lar steamboat... the one elton n alvin went to eat WITHOUT ME one... hehee.... coz alvin promised... hehe... so remember ar people!!! hehe.... =P

o well.. happy new year to one n all....

god bless the souls of those
who left this world too soon
acccept them to your heavenly kingdom
and help us cope wif their lost
as you help ur frens in their time of need
shephead of ur people
bring them to ur side
and forgive them who are not prepared to meet u
n be wif us those who are not prepared for their going
this we ask through christ our risen lord
amen

sorry....

haha.... truth to be told... i donno wat to say.... can't remember wat happen last yr end.... juz seems like another end of the year lor... nothing much to me....

wat happened this year is juz so.... interesting.... found out a lot bout myself.... n well... kinda increase my faith in god... lol.... and i really donno wat else liao.... all i know is that i got more things to do next year.... haha.... surprisingly... erm... haha... should b saying this... but.... see ar...

2000- end of world?? never happen
2001-03
2004- earthquake....

so wat?? the end is coming?? haaha... well hope everyone enjoy their new year n stuffs... hehe....

my wishes?
- get someone... attached i mean.... to.... well... i donno who... haha...
- change wat i haf to change
- become stronger
- better control over myself...
- donno wat else... haha...

work.... juz got another project coz of him... too bz? rushing a project to b due end jan? cheerleading competetion at 26 feb? nvm... y? coz it is he who asked me join... fine then...

shall not post wat he said here... much as i like to... all i can say is that.... there are things which we see differently... that is why we are unique...

went out wif vir, wes n alvin... alvin's leaving for thailand tml.... hope he haf a save trip... n safely come back home...

well.... things were said... for the good... causing bad i guess.... but it is ok... no one's to blame... blaming no one...

com giving me prob... com people giving me prob... lol... people giving me prob... ok....

been rather tired today... considering how much n wat i did.... lol...

during training... man... pulled myself to the limit again... full lib, toss.... lol... man.... so so so tired.... so much so that when i took a train home, took wrong side... suppose to take towards woodlands to ang mo kio i took towards jurong east.... lol.... *roll eyes*

slpping soon.... cannot take it...

2 days never play maplestory liao.... argh!!!

took train home coz of someone... need me to do something... in the end did not.... well... now can slp early liao... hehe...

been feeling kinda down lately.... donno y... hiaz...

爱情的海洋

因为我们 不会飞翔
所以幸福 航程漫长
难免有风暴埋伏在前方
想试着拆散我们紧握的手掌
你不怕 你不乱 我就不慌

等我们越过爱情的海洋
会庆幸终究没放弃退让
在繁华的岸上把沿途的泪光
都埋成了宝藏（ENDING最珍贵的宝藏）

爱情这片汹涌的海洋
有太多太多伤心的波浪
我们别像那样 我们不要遗憾
要一起过海洋 要一起到对岸]

如果有时 灰心失望
那是因为 太爱对方
谁能才刚启程就有方向
不辛苦 不困难 何必渴望


热带雨林

冷风过境 回忆冻结成冰 我的付出全都要不到回音 悔恨就像是绵延不断的丘陵 痛苦全方位的降临 悲伤入侵 誓言下落不明 我找不到那些爱过的曾经 你像在 寂寞上空盘旋的秃鹰 将我想你 啃食干净 月色摇晃树影 穿梭在热带雨林 你离去的原因 从来不说明 你的谎像陷阱 我最后才清醒 幸福只是水中的倒影 月色摇晃树影 穿梭在热带雨林 悲伤的雨不停 全身血淋淋 那深陷在沼泽我不堪的 爱情 是我无能为力的 伤心

wo~~ finally christmas.... IS OVER!!!

but not to me lar.... hehe....

so an update....

24-12-2004
christmas eve... wif a mission: clear up the house b4 tml... as relatives coming over.... so... kinda sucky.... then at evening went to cut my hair.... result? a punk hair-style.... wif a nerd look.... in formal wear.... hahah.... how much mis-match can u get in a day?? haha.... thank god i served the midnite mass.... if not sure die... haha... anyway, got to really get contacts if i wanna keep this hair style.... so in the meantime, i will b staying at home... hehe....

o most memorial thing that happen to me? someone is the first to msg me merry christmas... hehe.... so happy... =P

so moving on, serve the midnite mass... that means, it is.....


25-12-2004
... christmas!!!! haha... lots of funny things happen today sia.... hehe...
*ahem* as i said i serve the midnite mass.... as a follower... but still serve... so we got to arrange ourselves according to height... me n my longest church fren, max, kinda haha.... well actually is me lar... i wanna sit wif him but max is not the tallest guy in the society... so i change wif a shorter guy in front of me so that i get to sit wif max.... no we didn't talk in mass... can't do that... but, it is more like.... old time... haha.... so erm... my excuese for changing position?? erm... i donno how to serve the last person coz apprantly, he needs to do something.... so i change... hehe... kill 2 birds wif one stone.... =P.... n one more thing... the kids... lol... they serve mass... like fashion show.... lol.... sit adjust their alb, that white thing we wear.... then stand, also adjust.... lol... lucky christmas... if not... sure scold them one.....

that mass... aft mass wish people merry christmas n all.... called up wes n gang n well... the bully me... make me guess who they are.... lol.... so sad.... think i got all wrong 'cept elton... hehe.... u cannot miss elton's voice.... it is one of a kind... ahaha.... =P

then took cab home... me pay... $6.... sob sob... broke again....

then reach home, my aunt came... wif my cousin.... lol... eunice, nick, fred n ben.... lol... tell u ar... they (fred n ben) are the worst sia.... cannot stand them... but love them still... hehee.... really lar... i got to really scold them then can get things done... *go to slp, get out of my room, watch where u step, keep quiet, don shout..... etc etc etc....*

go to slp: fred slpt in my room wif nick.... my bro not in so kinda enough for us all... lol sia.... he don wanna slp... i cannot slp becoz he keep on talking to me.... zzzzzzzZZZZZ
get out of my room: can't stand them... y? see the next few....
watch where u step: uncle simon got for my bro a glass chest set.... lappy's on the floor.... they come in n kick n step n god knows wat else!!! lol!!!
keep quiet/don shout: my bro came home n was slppin as he stayed up the whole of last nite... n they come in n "SAMUEL KOR KOR.... I WANNA PLAY UR COMPUTER CAN??" wat do u think i say??

anyway, flash back to the nite b4.... as we are getting ready to slp i did a few readings for nick... n fred... n... haha... these are the questions they asked: will i get rich, will i get a gf, will i haf kids, will i be this will i be that.... so much so that baby was like.... don need reading also can tell u lar... n lol... all are as i predicted... ahaha... baby actually ask for more difficult readings but.... well... wat to do... kids........ lol.... *roll eyes*

ok... slpt at 6 woke up at 7.... y? fred is up... then keep on disturbing me... lol... so i told him "here this is a red alert cd... go outside, on the com n play..." n he replied ok n WOKE HIS BRO UP N TELL HIM THAT HE CAN PLAY THE COM.... poor nick... lol... he was like... wtf look... mix wif a little blur look.... awww.... so cute... hehee.... man... the things that come upon u when u r the oldest male in the family.... n when i bring fred out to on the com.... guess wat.... eunic n ben are awake play XBox.... LOL!!!!!don't they ever slp????

cannot take it... went back to slp... then at 10 woke up.... got to go to church... so got ready n all.... went for mass......

most memorial thing1: reach church, haf not practice reading.... servers/altar boys (they are the same) called me n ask me..." how u serve turiber?" turiber: the metal ball like thing that we put inscent in for the smoking effect...... i was like... WTF!!!! ok crash course again.... muz say they are actually quite good.... considering i only told them the whole thing in like 10 mins....

most memorial thing2: so in a day i haf seen n heard 3 things bout lenten (in our terms, it is acutally a pole wif a container thingy on top wif a candle inside.... a lenten)....

1. first time i see someone carrying a lenten wif one hand... the other? used to adjust his pants.... lol.... it is quite heavy (for some) to carry on one hand n it is bout 2m tall... imagine.... one hand... well done man.... christmas... i shall b nice....
2. lenten sitting down... people serving i mean.... n holding the lenten some more.... like those show where the people sit down wif one hand holding their pole/weapon... lol....
3. now if that is not good enough... listen to this... lenten suppose to KNEEL!!!! lol!!! imagine carrying that thing... n kneel!!! n it don take a fool (for the society lar) to know who said that... haha....

now... explaining time....
turiber: it is a form of worshipping.... when u inscent someone, u actually gave him/her the highest respect.
lenten: symbolise the light of christ... if u are the light of christ, u don need to bow... do u still need to kneel.... lol.... symbols n stuff.... when people don understand... stupid things happen... wat more is that sometimes... plse..... see if it is logical or not.... carry a heavy thing n kneel... u think NS ar.... lol...

haha... enough crap... aft mass went to hg mall... grab stuff... then home.... prepare for people to come...

see this... my house got 2 com (desktop n my lappy), 1 ps2 (kor's one...) n a XBOX( my sis')... so it is like a gamming session.... lol.... but no exchange of gifts... all the adults are busy.... well... at lest i still got my cousin... though my fav. is not here.... :( anyway... i was like teaching them how to play the games n lol...

well that how i spent my christmass.... heeh......

boxing day 26-12-2004
know y is it called boxing day?? it is not coz here we start boxing people.... but it is known as boxing day as christmas present come in boxes... so when u open them got lots of boxes loe... so boxing day!!! hehe....

went for mass wif my parents... hehe... juz the three of us... then aft mass went for lunch... sis joined us.... then went home... slp... wake up... dinner.... update blog... slpping soon.... hehee.....

that christmas!!! hehe.... deck the halls wif bough of holly!!!....