Friday, March 25, 2005
1:38 AM
nice~~
well... totally enjoy myself wif him today... hehe.... cannot say more... too... hehee....
anyway... today being holy thurday so i went to church... not for the mass but for the adoration... well... it is kinda my usual routine to take the 1130-1200 slot.... mind u... it is 1130pm - 1200am.... for ur info....
no bus home.... so walk.... reach home all wet... haha....
then now update blog then slppin liao... think i can become his offical alarm clock... woke up at 530 to wake him up... hehee.... but he did not wake up... good... haf more rest... hehe....
aww.... so happy.... =P
anyway... today being holy thurday so i went to church... not for the mass but for the adoration... well... it is kinda my usual routine to take the 1130-1200 slot.... mind u... it is 1130pm - 1200am.... for ur info....
no bus home.... so walk.... reach home all wet... haha....
then now update blog then slppin liao... think i can become his offical alarm clock... woke up at 530 to wake him up... hehee.... but he did not wake up... good... haf more rest... hehe....
aww.... so happy.... =P
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
11:08 PM
lol...
o i forgot to add....
i watch spongebob squarepants yesterday....
damn funny.... or is it that i too childish....
anyway, we will not talk bout it... but i did not regraet watching it... hahaa.....
well... today been quite bad for my FYP....
hiaz... rotary evaporator cannot evaporate my solution.... hiaz.... should b something to do wif the pressure....
wat to do??
stress again.....
i realise something.... now that cheerleading is over.... i still slp late.... in fact later.... coz of FYP.... then felt more slppy...
sian.....
can someone help me do my fyp???
i watch spongebob squarepants yesterday....
damn funny.... or is it that i too childish....
anyway, we will not talk bout it... but i did not regraet watching it... hahaa.....
well... today been quite bad for my FYP....
hiaz... rotary evaporator cannot evaporate my solution.... hiaz.... should b something to do wif the pressure....
wat to do??
stress again.....
i realise something.... now that cheerleading is over.... i still slp late.... in fact later.... coz of FYP.... then felt more slppy...
sian.....
can someone help me do my fyp???
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
11:40 PM
reflections
ok... today seems to b a relization day....
so he posted me a few questions...
1. why do i go for older guys?
2. 80% of the gals look for older guys... y?
3. 20% of gals who go for younger guys.... how they maintain their relationship?
then aft a few sms, i kinda realise a few stuff.....
who i am before... how i am now...
mayb how i gonna or wanna b next time....
ok... firstly... i guess i was the kinda person who.... sets high expectation on others.... expect them to b this or that.... n if they don meet it... bang... bye bye....
another thing is that... this expectation will increase... n if cannot meet... bye bye....
well... in a way.... i kinda refuse to see wat they see.... n kinda follow by my own way.... that is so selfish of me.... well... now... wanna say some things to my EXs....
Adrian
of all of my EX u r one who broke off wif me... well... firstly i will say it is a mistake... a mistake i made in letting u go.... well... i don think u wan me back... not that i still wanna go back to u... haha... well all i can say is that... u taught me the aj circle... showed me a lot of stuff... i guess... i owe some of who i am to u.... hehe.... well thank u for all that u haf done... u may not know... but u really haf done a lot to me.... made me where i am today... but... i am moving on.... i know u haf... but sorry... took me 3 yrs.... to really let go of u... thanks... n all the best...
Devane
should i write bout u? well... all i can say is that... pisces n virgo doesn't mean will go well all the time.... don relie too much on it... it takes two hands to clap.... not two heads....
Benny
i guess... nth to say... i really donno wat to say... u still angry wif me? haha... put it this way... these things are over long ago... n i donno wat u r angry wif... but then i am not affected... don really care... do i sound mean? i hope not... i really really mean wat i said...
Philip
ok... firstly... i guess in a way.... i was... wrong... well... i dare not say it then... but will say it now... i broke up wif u coz i kinda lost the feelings i have for u... i don wanna use any reasons... as they may b seen as excuses.... so ya... n i donno if u still have feelings for me or not... but i would like u to move on n find someone who deserve u more than i do.... n finally... pls pls pls.... trust ur next bf.... if he doesn't say he loves u everyday doesn't mean he stop loving u... take care kk...
Alvin
not u alvin.... i know wat u gonna say....
anyway... the reason.... coz like i said... u did not meet my expectation... n well... i am in the wrong i know... but then... summerise... work or me.., choose... n u choosen work... so i will go... now all i can say is that sometimes.... u got to go for that person u like.... i did not go aft adrian.... that y he left me... now, i will not let my current one go... throw wat he wans at me i will not let go unless i really haf no choice... u r the first to let me go without a fight.... well.... i guess i kinda took ur word n left.... hehe.... well.. wat to do... sorry...
well... guess that sums up all my EXs.... good or bad i don care... now i live the way i wan n i got to...
firstly... overcome my fear of... those stuff.... u know the things that craws.... n needles...
next... gramma....
then... dressing
lastly.... overall... hehehe.. muz b more... "man" haha....no lar... adult more like it....
hmmm.... wonder how will i turn out....
alrite!! fm now on.... i will not b michelle's five yr old son!!!!!!
so he posted me a few questions...
1. why do i go for older guys?
2. 80% of the gals look for older guys... y?
3. 20% of gals who go for younger guys.... how they maintain their relationship?
then aft a few sms, i kinda realise a few stuff.....
who i am before... how i am now...
mayb how i gonna or wanna b next time....
ok... firstly... i guess i was the kinda person who.... sets high expectation on others.... expect them to b this or that.... n if they don meet it... bang... bye bye....
another thing is that... this expectation will increase... n if cannot meet... bye bye....
well... in a way.... i kinda refuse to see wat they see.... n kinda follow by my own way.... that is so selfish of me.... well... now... wanna say some things to my EXs....
Adrian
of all of my EX u r one who broke off wif me... well... firstly i will say it is a mistake... a mistake i made in letting u go.... well... i don think u wan me back... not that i still wanna go back to u... haha... well all i can say is that... u taught me the aj circle... showed me a lot of stuff... i guess... i owe some of who i am to u.... hehe.... well thank u for all that u haf done... u may not know... but u really haf done a lot to me.... made me where i am today... but... i am moving on.... i know u haf... but sorry... took me 3 yrs.... to really let go of u... thanks... n all the best...
Devane
should i write bout u? well... all i can say is that... pisces n virgo doesn't mean will go well all the time.... don relie too much on it... it takes two hands to clap.... not two heads....
Benny
i guess... nth to say... i really donno wat to say... u still angry wif me? haha... put it this way... these things are over long ago... n i donno wat u r angry wif... but then i am not affected... don really care... do i sound mean? i hope not... i really really mean wat i said...
Philip
ok... firstly... i guess in a way.... i was... wrong... well... i dare not say it then... but will say it now... i broke up wif u coz i kinda lost the feelings i have for u... i don wanna use any reasons... as they may b seen as excuses.... so ya... n i donno if u still have feelings for me or not... but i would like u to move on n find someone who deserve u more than i do.... n finally... pls pls pls.... trust ur next bf.... if he doesn't say he loves u everyday doesn't mean he stop loving u... take care kk...
Alvin
not u alvin.... i know wat u gonna say....
anyway... the reason.... coz like i said... u did not meet my expectation... n well... i am in the wrong i know... but then... summerise... work or me.., choose... n u choosen work... so i will go... now all i can say is that sometimes.... u got to go for that person u like.... i did not go aft adrian.... that y he left me... now, i will not let my current one go... throw wat he wans at me i will not let go unless i really haf no choice... u r the first to let me go without a fight.... well.... i guess i kinda took ur word n left.... hehe.... well.. wat to do... sorry...
well... guess that sums up all my EXs.... good or bad i don care... now i live the way i wan n i got to...
firstly... overcome my fear of... those stuff.... u know the things that craws.... n needles...
next... gramma....
then... dressing
lastly.... overall... hehehe.. muz b more... "man" haha....no lar... adult more like it....
hmmm.... wonder how will i turn out....
alrite!! fm now on.... i will not b michelle's five yr old son!!!!!!
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2:24 PM
You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
11:25 PM
Luck by Numbers
FIRST NUMBER: Number 9
It is the number of Mars and represents courage, conflict, originality and initiative. The number 9 personality can be aggressive as well as vulnerable and naﶥ. They are very determined individuals and usually get what they want. They tend to make snap decisions and are extremely impulsive with a quick temper. But they forgive and forget easily and never hold grudges.
Extremely honest and direct, they expect the same from other people and are very trusting souls. Although they seem self-assertive, they have a deep fear of rejection and need constant reassurance.Tenacious, persevering, and highly ambitious, they tend to be successful in life. They are basically hard working, straight forward with extreme strength of character.
Highly excitable, they tend to become violent and usually speak without thinking. As a result they tend to make a lot of enemies. They must learn to be more tolerant and restrain their impulsiveness. They must deal more tactfully with other people.
On the other hand, they are very giving, generous and extravagant. They would even take out their last penny for someone in need.
Compatible numbers - 2, 3, 6, 9
Lucky gems - ruby
Lucky colors - red, pink
SECOND NUMBER: Number 7 It is the number of Neptune and represents illusion, mystery, sympathy, sensivity and spirituality.The No. 7 personality has a quietening, calming magnetism that positively influences others. Especially those with troubled hearts.
Independent, individualistic and original, this is not a materialistic number. It is the number of the greatest of writers, poets and artists. Their freshness of ideas and innovative style of expression leads to success in artistic fields.
They are philanthropists and devote a lot of time and money to social work and charities. Though they do not follow a conventional religious pattern, they are highly spiritual. Their love covers all of humanity.
Highly intuitive and perceptive, they can tune into the moods of others. They sometimes tend to have strange and remarkable dreams, which are known to come true.
Restless by nature, they seek change constantly and love travelling. They are strongly attracted to the sea and might indulge in water sports or join the navy. Or simply travel.
Personified by refined manners, sensitivity and an artistic temperament, these people are true philosophers.
Compatible numbers - 7, 6, 2
Lucky gem - pearl and moonstone
Lucky colors - green, light yellow, white, pink
http://www.indiaparenting.com/funtime/numerology/index.shtml
It is the number of Mars and represents courage, conflict, originality and initiative. The number 9 personality can be aggressive as well as vulnerable and naﶥ. They are very determined individuals and usually get what they want. They tend to make snap decisions and are extremely impulsive with a quick temper. But they forgive and forget easily and never hold grudges.
Extremely honest and direct, they expect the same from other people and are very trusting souls. Although they seem self-assertive, they have a deep fear of rejection and need constant reassurance.Tenacious, persevering, and highly ambitious, they tend to be successful in life. They are basically hard working, straight forward with extreme strength of character.
Highly excitable, they tend to become violent and usually speak without thinking. As a result they tend to make a lot of enemies. They must learn to be more tolerant and restrain their impulsiveness. They must deal more tactfully with other people.
On the other hand, they are very giving, generous and extravagant. They would even take out their last penny for someone in need.
Compatible numbers - 2, 3, 6, 9
Lucky gems - ruby
Lucky colors - red, pink
SECOND NUMBER: Number 7 It is the number of Neptune and represents illusion, mystery, sympathy, sensivity and spirituality.The No. 7 personality has a quietening, calming magnetism that positively influences others. Especially those with troubled hearts.
Independent, individualistic and original, this is not a materialistic number. It is the number of the greatest of writers, poets and artists. Their freshness of ideas and innovative style of expression leads to success in artistic fields.
They are philanthropists and devote a lot of time and money to social work and charities. Though they do not follow a conventional religious pattern, they are highly spiritual. Their love covers all of humanity.
Highly intuitive and perceptive, they can tune into the moods of others. They sometimes tend to have strange and remarkable dreams, which are known to come true.
Restless by nature, they seek change constantly and love travelling. They are strongly attracted to the sea and might indulge in water sports or join the navy. Or simply travel.
Personified by refined manners, sensitivity and an artistic temperament, these people are true philosophers.
Compatible numbers - 7, 6, 2
Lucky gem - pearl and moonstone
Lucky colors - green, light yellow, white, pink
http://www.indiaparenting.com/funtime/numerology/index.shtml
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10:45 PM
Oh baby baby, oh baby baby
Oh baby baby, how was i supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh baby baby, i shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby cuz i need to know now, oh because
Chorus
My loneliness is killin me (and i)
I must confess i still believe (still believe)
When i'm not with you i lose my mind
Give me a sign, hit me baby one more time!
Oh baby baby, the reason i breathe is you
Boy you've got me blinded
Oh pretty baby, there's nothin that i wouldn't do
That's not the way i planned it
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby cuz i need to know now, oh because
Chorus
Oh baby baby, how was i supposed to know
Oh pretty baby, i shouldn't have let you go
I must confess that my loneliness
Is killin me now
Don't you know i still believe
That you will be here
And give me a sign, hit me baby one more time
Chorus
I must confess (my loneliness)
that my loneliness(is killing me)
is killing me now(i must confess)
don't you (i still believe)
know i still believe
That you will be here (i lose my mind)
And give me a sign...
Hit me baby one more time!
Oh baby baby, how was i supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh baby baby, i shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby cuz i need to know now, oh because
Chorus
My loneliness is killin me (and i)
I must confess i still believe (still believe)
When i'm not with you i lose my mind
Give me a sign, hit me baby one more time!
Oh baby baby, the reason i breathe is you
Boy you've got me blinded
Oh pretty baby, there's nothin that i wouldn't do
That's not the way i planned it
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby cuz i need to know now, oh because
Chorus
Oh baby baby, how was i supposed to know
Oh pretty baby, i shouldn't have let you go
I must confess that my loneliness
Is killin me now
Don't you know i still believe
That you will be here
And give me a sign, hit me baby one more time
Chorus
I must confess (my loneliness)
that my loneliness(is killing me)
is killing me now(i must confess)
don't you (i still believe)
know i still believe
That you will be here (i lose my mind)
And give me a sign...
Hit me baby one more time!
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10:30 PM
all's well ends well
well... things are fine now... heehe....
one thing is that i got to b more brave.... msg him n talk to him.... n found out the reason... wat is it is btn us... something that i did... actually said lar... hurts him a lot.... sorry....
well... he was sorry too.... but one thing i like bout him is that he really thinks.... how i don care... but he does.... hhehe....
well... now....
sailor daddy
erm.... hmm.... actually i donno wat to write bout my dad.... coz now seldom chat wif him n also i juz got to know him.... sorry dad... coz when u msg me was usually during lesson.... when i got to do presenataion... so sometimes not on my com.... sometimes cannot chat.... so sorry bout that... anyway all the best to u n hope ur luck will improve this year... hugs...
eric di
hehe.... some how he became the closest of mine... i donno how... haha.... but he did... and well.... there haf been times when he was angry wif me... did not talk to me.... etc etc... will not go into details... haha... but the best thing is that... when i first know him... he told me this... don't get too close to me or else i will fall for u... haha.... well... look how things goes n see, we so close yet not together... one thing i am sure of... we may not b as close as last time but he did grew up a lot from the time i know him till now... in a short period of one year... he became someone who can stand on his own feet... can withstand watever u throw at him... hehe... so unlike me... haha... anyway, he is one guy whose thinking is way above his age (sometimes) but one thing i am sure of.... throw watever u wan at him, he can take it... y? coz he is my di wat... my family are all one og a kind one ok.... don play play ar.... hehee.... hugs...
one thing is that i got to b more brave.... msg him n talk to him.... n found out the reason... wat is it is btn us... something that i did... actually said lar... hurts him a lot.... sorry....
well... he was sorry too.... but one thing i like bout him is that he really thinks.... how i don care... but he does.... hhehe....
well... now....
sailor daddy
erm.... hmm.... actually i donno wat to write bout my dad.... coz now seldom chat wif him n also i juz got to know him.... sorry dad... coz when u msg me was usually during lesson.... when i got to do presenataion... so sometimes not on my com.... sometimes cannot chat.... so sorry bout that... anyway all the best to u n hope ur luck will improve this year... hugs...
eric di
hehe.... some how he became the closest of mine... i donno how... haha.... but he did... and well.... there haf been times when he was angry wif me... did not talk to me.... etc etc... will not go into details... haha... but the best thing is that... when i first know him... he told me this... don't get too close to me or else i will fall for u... haha.... well... look how things goes n see, we so close yet not together... one thing i am sure of... we may not b as close as last time but he did grew up a lot from the time i know him till now... in a short period of one year... he became someone who can stand on his own feet... can withstand watever u throw at him... hehe... so unlike me... haha... anyway, he is one guy whose thinking is way above his age (sometimes) but one thing i am sure of.... throw watever u wan at him, he can take it... y? coz he is my di wat... my family are all one og a kind one ok.... don play play ar.... hehee.... hugs...
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12:14 AM
words....
well.... randomly.... wanna say something to some people....
vir
well... i am sorry for neglating u... really really sorry... felt that i lost touch with you.... haha.... i must haf.... hehe.... wanna tell u that i still feel the same for u... our friendship will not b gone.... really donno how to say things.... but some things are felt.... not said....
alvin
really really happy to see u.... well... i donno... mayb it is juz me... kinda felt different... wif u... i do hope that it is not bad... haha.... really really misses u man.... hehe.... hope we can go back to the old times... haha....
wes
i think of all... u change the most.... haha.... n it is for the better.... hehe... i still like ur crappy n bitchy way... ur style.... haha... that is so u.... haha... stay the same ya!!...
elton
everyone says that we are the best friend in school.... no one fails to ask me bout u.... no one fails to say that u r my "partner"... haha.... well... i juz hope that i can know u n b like last time when we are in the same class.... i hope....
daddy and mummy
well.... i know u guys will not read this.... but i wanna tell u... i am gay... that y i haf been telling u mummy that i don wanna n will not get married.... i think u know liao.... now juz comfirming it.... i donno wat else to say.... well... i haf lots of sex... n i enjoy it... well... don worry.... i am hiv neg... juz took the test today.... n decided to only haf that one person.... or mayb i should say to the one person i will b wif for the rest of my life.... i wanna tell u i really love u both although u guys r a little irriatating sometimes... but still u r the best....
woman
sometimes.... u get on my nerves.... sometimes.... u r juz so cute.... sometimes.... i can't wait for u to get out of my face.... but still.... u r still the one i dotes on the most.... well... after gerthal....
b b
am glad we gotten closer.... hehe... had always wanted to... i mean.... we only haf one brother each ya.... haha.... anyway, i hope u r fine... n well.... n wish u all the best wif ur gf.... u r the one mummy is proud of.... so pls do all u can n please her.... b the son i cannot b to her....
sis
i donno wat to say to u.... dissappoint u a lot.... n well... thank you for treating me better than u used to do.... i guess u really haf grown up..... i did not tell u this.... but it really is my pleasure to have the same birthday as u.... really... hope we can celebrate them together....
alright... now this is for the cheerleaders..... i donno how to tell them this man... haha.... well.... lets start....
laila and ritz
u guys haf done a good job taking care of the squad..... i think they well really really soar to great heights.... sorry i cannot b there to see it go higher.... but hope that wat i haf done wif u guys cann really help u all go futher....
Ina
u r one of the best there.... i hope ur passion will really really burn as bright as ever....
ayu
well.... u will always b my baby... haha.... u r good.... n i hope u will stay that way.... keep it up....
candy
u r the big sister of the team.... i hope u will help sus n laila keep the team in good conditions.... i think it is time to instead of goin against the rules help others to keep it.... u got the potential....
firuz
sorry donno how to spell ur name.... hhaha.... well u r the big brother here.... take care of them ok.... ur knowledge is good n great but remember.... there will always b someone greater than u.... don get too big headed....
hong
i only got one thing to tell u.... stay as creative as ever but remember to take care of urself....
alina, pink, shia shia, jeniffer, ika
u guys r great... as gal base.... hehe... n do show to others wat gal power is all about.... haha....
G, shikin, D, wani
u gal rox as the new flyer ok.... wani u haf inprove a lot... keep up the good work.... pls people... b humble.... remember.... that is wat we always muz be....
karim
this is for u... as i can see potential in u.... people may look down or disturb u.... but pls... remember.... u living for urself.... not for others.... u got great potential.... i haf faith in u.... prove to me somehow that u can do it ok....
sus
donno wat to say to u.... sorry if u feel that i haf let u n the team down.... but... this is something that i got to do... stay in touch ok....
sam
mummy.... i hope u understand.... i know u will... haha.... although we only know each other for a while... but i feel that we haf know each other for a long time liao.... ahhaa.... anyway, thanks for all that u haf done... n also thank you for all that u haf taugh me.... am really greatful to u....
uncle simon
donno wat to say.... haha... great job n stay healthy?? hehe.... smoke less kk... these people need u.... u got to stay wif them longer....
rohani mummy
they say mothers knows best.... well i guess adopted mummy also.... haha.... well... u take care of ur family n the team kk.... all the best to u....
n that all for the team....
last... but not least....
you...
i donno if u still read my blog.... if u do... look below for the appolgy part....
now... for wat i really wanna say....
u change me... i think u know that... i guess it is for the better.... i really wanna please u.... make u happy.... i wan the best for u.... i hope u can b more happier.... more... livelier.... i wanna do things wif u... not juz wif wat we already are doin.... but i wanna spent my life wif u... taking care of u... helping u do small things.... making sure that u don haf to b bothered by many other stuff.... i am learning to take care of myself so u don haf to worry bout me.... wat happen juz now... i am really sorry.... sorry bout wat i said.... sorry bout wat i did... coz that is so... insensative.... i am lost u know.... i wanna do something to aplogise for being late... i wanna do something to let u know that i am really touched by all the things u did for me.... i wanna show to u that i really really care bout u n all that u haf done.... i wanna devote myself to u... if u allow me... if u give me the chance to.... i really wanna b wif u...
n the rest.... leave ur name on the tag box.... then i will write a small little thing for u... not that i forgot... juz that too many people liao... i donno how to write.... i am sure u know wat i mean...
i miss u.... n am sorry....
vir
well... i am sorry for neglating u... really really sorry... felt that i lost touch with you.... haha.... i must haf.... hehe.... wanna tell u that i still feel the same for u... our friendship will not b gone.... really donno how to say things.... but some things are felt.... not said....
alvin
really really happy to see u.... well... i donno... mayb it is juz me... kinda felt different... wif u... i do hope that it is not bad... haha.... really really misses u man.... hehe.... hope we can go back to the old times... haha....
wes
i think of all... u change the most.... haha.... n it is for the better.... hehe... i still like ur crappy n bitchy way... ur style.... haha... that is so u.... haha... stay the same ya!!...
elton
everyone says that we are the best friend in school.... no one fails to ask me bout u.... no one fails to say that u r my "partner"... haha.... well... i juz hope that i can know u n b like last time when we are in the same class.... i hope....
daddy and mummy
well.... i know u guys will not read this.... but i wanna tell u... i am gay... that y i haf been telling u mummy that i don wanna n will not get married.... i think u know liao.... now juz comfirming it.... i donno wat else to say.... well... i haf lots of sex... n i enjoy it... well... don worry.... i am hiv neg... juz took the test today.... n decided to only haf that one person.... or mayb i should say to the one person i will b wif for the rest of my life.... i wanna tell u i really love u both although u guys r a little irriatating sometimes... but still u r the best....
woman
sometimes.... u get on my nerves.... sometimes.... u r juz so cute.... sometimes.... i can't wait for u to get out of my face.... but still.... u r still the one i dotes on the most.... well... after gerthal....
b b
am glad we gotten closer.... hehe... had always wanted to... i mean.... we only haf one brother each ya.... haha.... anyway, i hope u r fine... n well.... n wish u all the best wif ur gf.... u r the one mummy is proud of.... so pls do all u can n please her.... b the son i cannot b to her....
sis
i donno wat to say to u.... dissappoint u a lot.... n well... thank you for treating me better than u used to do.... i guess u really haf grown up..... i did not tell u this.... but it really is my pleasure to have the same birthday as u.... really... hope we can celebrate them together....
alright... now this is for the cheerleaders..... i donno how to tell them this man... haha.... well.... lets start....
laila and ritz
u guys haf done a good job taking care of the squad..... i think they well really really soar to great heights.... sorry i cannot b there to see it go higher.... but hope that wat i haf done wif u guys cann really help u all go futher....
Ina
u r one of the best there.... i hope ur passion will really really burn as bright as ever....
ayu
well.... u will always b my baby... haha.... u r good.... n i hope u will stay that way.... keep it up....
candy
u r the big sister of the team.... i hope u will help sus n laila keep the team in good conditions.... i think it is time to instead of goin against the rules help others to keep it.... u got the potential....
firuz
sorry donno how to spell ur name.... hhaha.... well u r the big brother here.... take care of them ok.... ur knowledge is good n great but remember.... there will always b someone greater than u.... don get too big headed....
hong
i only got one thing to tell u.... stay as creative as ever but remember to take care of urself....
alina, pink, shia shia, jeniffer, ika
u guys r great... as gal base.... hehe... n do show to others wat gal power is all about.... haha....
G, shikin, D, wani
u gal rox as the new flyer ok.... wani u haf inprove a lot... keep up the good work.... pls people... b humble.... remember.... that is wat we always muz be....
karim
this is for u... as i can see potential in u.... people may look down or disturb u.... but pls... remember.... u living for urself.... not for others.... u got great potential.... i haf faith in u.... prove to me somehow that u can do it ok....
sus
donno wat to say to u.... sorry if u feel that i haf let u n the team down.... but... this is something that i got to do... stay in touch ok....
sam
mummy.... i hope u understand.... i know u will... haha.... although we only know each other for a while... but i feel that we haf know each other for a long time liao.... ahhaa.... anyway, thanks for all that u haf done... n also thank you for all that u haf taugh me.... am really greatful to u....
uncle simon
donno wat to say.... haha... great job n stay healthy?? hehe.... smoke less kk... these people need u.... u got to stay wif them longer....
rohani mummy
they say mothers knows best.... well i guess adopted mummy also.... haha.... well... u take care of ur family n the team kk.... all the best to u....
n that all for the team....
last... but not least....
you...
i donno if u still read my blog.... if u do... look below for the appolgy part....
now... for wat i really wanna say....
u change me... i think u know that... i guess it is for the better.... i really wanna please u.... make u happy.... i wan the best for u.... i hope u can b more happier.... more... livelier.... i wanna do things wif u... not juz wif wat we already are doin.... but i wanna spent my life wif u... taking care of u... helping u do small things.... making sure that u don haf to b bothered by many other stuff.... i am learning to take care of myself so u don haf to worry bout me.... wat happen juz now... i am really sorry.... sorry bout wat i said.... sorry bout wat i did... coz that is so... insensative.... i am lost u know.... i wanna do something to aplogise for being late... i wanna do something to let u know that i am really touched by all the things u did for me.... i wanna show to u that i really really care bout u n all that u haf done.... i wanna devote myself to u... if u allow me... if u give me the chance to.... i really wanna b wif u...
n the rest.... leave ur name on the tag box.... then i will write a small little thing for u... not that i forgot... juz that too many people liao... i donno how to write.... i am sure u know wat i mean...
i miss u.... n am sorry....
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