no mood to do work...

cannot think....

found the correct info....

but donno how to relate...

wat the hell am i in sch for...

grades haf not been good...

predicted grades D n below...

sian...

安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希钦娴谋任一挂?
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

世界末日

想笑 来伪装掉下的眼泪 点点头 承认自己会怕黑
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪 你却连同情都不给
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没 全世界 好象只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回 但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背 有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁 或许颓废也是另一种美
天灰灰 会不会 让我入睡 夜越黑 梦违背 有谁安慰

风筝

我不要 将你多绑住一秒 我也知道 天空多美妙
请你 替我瞧一瞧 天上的风筝哪儿去了
一眨眼 不见了 谁把它的线剪断了
你知不知道 从前的我们哪儿去了
路太远 我忘了 如果你想飞我明了
你自由也好 我不要 将你多绑住一秒
我也知道 天空多美妙 请你 替我瞧一瞧
看你穿越云端飞的很高 站在山上的我大声叫 喔~
也许你呀不会听到 把梦想找到 要过得更好
我不要 爱情的低潮 我会微笑 眼泪不准掉
我很好 后来的你好不好 你会知道 我没有走掉
回忆 飞进风里了 天上的风筝哪儿去了

爱情字典

我已经学会 爱情的语言
可是却失去 你我的世界
爱是一条曲折的线 将你我带往两边
分开的两个人 怎么都不能回到起点
在爱情字典里找不到永远
我们越走越远 两个世界
新的感觉也许偶而会出现
怎么没有了你 都不对
陌生的城市 生活的考验
最近的天空 多半是雨天
因为爱情输给时间 所以要自己体验
不管泪水多咸 有一天我会告别从前
在爱情字典里找不到永远
等到哭红双眼 我才发现
爱情有一条看不见的界线
我们都过不了 那条线 到另一边

后乐园

雨淋湿了世界 你站在我面前 爱得太深太想要
你的温度给我依靠 却不能要 放弃了也许才看得到
我从不是你的骄傲 我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳

当我们以为的爱不是一种荣耀 再深的爱也这样 失去了
你还在我身边 但我突然发觉 我们之间的画面
只会变得越来越浅 不够永远 用生命也许才换得到
一次机会深刻拥抱我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳

我努力往前奔跑直到天涯海角 却发现还到不了
在我的后乐园中谁是我的依靠 我相信总有一天我会找到
用我的心去感受拥有爱的美好
我愿意世界为你 就这样 静止了

so u see... there is this thing where u know wat will happen... n yet u keep on telling yourself don think bout it... when it happens then u decide wat to do...

n when it happens... BOOM!!!! u got shock... u donno wat to do...

n so... u remain there... not knowing wat to do.... coz u in shock mah.... how to react....



but... yet.... u know it is gonna happen....



didn't teacher always tell u to b prepare?



but then again.... don they always say don think about a solution till the problem arise....




so that y u guy can't understand wat i write... coz u don see it the way i do.... don bother to interprate.... it is ok... no one will understand.... cept mayb close frens....


but then again....


when u need people.... people r not there.... sometimes u think.... that is wat u do to them when u r wif someone n they single....



then u start wondering bout the past, the present... the future.... n then u see things again.....

n u know wat is gonna happen....


n then u tell urself.... don bother bout these things till they happen.....




n when they do.... BOOM!!!! u got shocked..... n donno how to react....


then u blame others.... u blame this... n that....

then u blame urself.....





then u start looking into urself n ur life.....




then u realise.... wat u see.... n wat u know.......



cannot b change....




so u wanna change ur destiny again?



u try n try......

at first... things seems to b working...

u r happy... really happy....

but then....


it all falls back to where it belongs.... where u see it belongs....



u know wat is gonna happen.....

y don u prepare for it.... coz deep in ur heart... u don wan it to happen.... u don wish it happen.....

ok... enough..... how many more before u realise wat u haf been doin....






slp tight.... tml.... i donno.... mayb better not think too much.... u got school tml..... then... u realise u made a mistake.... or two.... or mayb... u r suppose to make a mistake....



now... slp well.... tml awakes.... to a brand new day.... well... not really new.... u haf seen it... now... u muz live it..... wif ur life....




no wonder life is so boring....~~

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and...

CHORUS
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and...

CHORUS
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my hear
tIt doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh

CHORUS
I need you tonight - I need you, oh I need you baby
I need you right now - It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight

It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew

CHORUS
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
'Cause your love is so amazing


Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

CHORUS - repeat
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you
'Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
tell me

CHORUS - repeat

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

CHORUS - repeat

So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free i could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Chrous:
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling i need to walk with
Tell me why i can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Chrous

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart' body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why i can't be there where you are

When your day is long
And the night
And the night is your's alone
When you think you've had enough
Of this life
Hang on

Don't let yourself go
'Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night hold on
Hold on (hold on)
If you feel like letting go
(Hold on)
If you're sure you've had too much
Of this life
Hang on

'Cause everybody hurts
Sometimes
Take comfort in your friends
And everybody hurts

Don't blow your hand
Oh-oh no
Don't blow your hand
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
You're sure you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Yeah everybody hurts
Sometimes
Everybody cries
Sometimes
Everybody hurts
Sometimes

Everybody hurts sometimes

So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on

To know you're not alone

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest,
Who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was
Never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine,
I didn't think enough
I'm too depresed to go on,
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conqured, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was watching
Hate to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in
My room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months,
I'll be unknown
Give all my things to
All my friends
You'll never step foot
In my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that
I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this
Is not her fault

I never conqured, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was watching
Hate to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time
In my room alone

I never conqured, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is watching
The time goes by
The tour is over I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time
In my room alone

[Kian:]
So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong
[Bryan:]
So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

[CHORUS:]
[All:]
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

[Bryan:]
Queen of my heart

[Shane:]
So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

[Mark: (All:)]
But no matter how far
(Matter how far)
Or where you may be
(Where you may be)
I just close my eyes
(I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

[Repeat chorus twice]

[Shane: (All:)]
Oh yeah
You're the
Queen of my heart
(Of my heart)
No matter
How many years it takes
(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah
(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)