aaaahhhhhh stupid com n internet........ so slow....... damn...... mmy life sucks......

The world has come

The world has come
Tumbling down
On this cold nite
Where frens seems far
How time seems
So long so long
And morning don’t seems
To come at all
This nite I cried
Wif all my might
Wif all my heart
N all my soul
For lost I haf
N lost am I
This is the nite
I last time cry
I last time c
All my life
Coz this is the nite
When life will end
For me for now
For ever n then
Good bye my fren
There’s no need to cry
No need to say u’re sorry goodbye
This is the end
For me right now
I hope u go on
And on ….for now….

Crying

Big drops flow
Down my face
Down down down
Without disgrace
I don care
Wat u all think
Coz now I feel
Like world has seems
Distance yet here
Tough yet gentle
Coz you are here
With you I am here
Yet u seems so far
but next to me
It is tough
yet u made it happen
Y is it
That u r mine
Yet I feel as though
I’m not urs
I haf always know
That u are for me
But yet am I
The rite one for u
In this world
That’s full of fear
I cry my tears
For all that hears
Nxt to u I felt so save
But bcoz of u
I don feel save
Y do u
cause me this
y do u
haf to do this
u’re all I haf
n all I wan
but tears juz flow
like nobody’s business
but for now
juz hold me near
juz hug me tight
and call me dear

Jenny

The one in front
In this blue dress
Is who I call
My dearest fren
In times of need
In terms of fun
She is there
For me for now
Call to her
When u need help
Call to her
When in doubt
She will ans
She will be
She is all
U ever need
All the time
I need a fren
She is there
For all my need
Jenny dear
I’ll hold u near
Coz u are all
I’ll ever hear

Under the moonlight sky

]Under the moonlight sky I stand
All of The fun n all of the joy
All of our sadness and all of our pain
The sea washes them away
But I still think of them today
Memories of pass can’t be forgotten
Memories of us can’t be deleted
What we have is not to be done
By anyone else
Who is wif us
Unique as we were
But still the same
This is the time when we haf to say
Goodbye to u
N goodbye to me
For our separate ways we both haf to go
This is the end
For u n me
But this is start
Of our life anew
We will not be
Together as one
But our memories of us
Will always be one
Let me treasure
What we have
N let me remember
The love we haf
For all I wan
Is juz to b
Forever as fren
Forever we’ll b
This is the end
Of us as one
But the beginning
For us began


hhahahhaa..... these r wat i haf written last yr..... got write more but nv save.....

i like to write n delete, write n delete..... n when i write for people i don take it back..... hahahhaa

postings all my poems.... hahahhahaa.......

lalala.... felt better now..... well donno.... kinda sian this few days......



mayb you do
mayb you don't
but i need to tell u
that that is wat i do
find out y
i dare u to try
but u sure can't find
me that's inside
so tell me now
what is it u wan
juz tell me here
or juz as well
i don care
much bout wat u do
so stop fuckin me
or for so u do....


writting for the fun of writting..... ehehhehee
comments pls.... hehehhee

man.... today sucks big time...... sorry to all underage people readin my blog.... (namely my dearest son)

wat the fuckin hell is time man....... juz listening up kk.... u stupid time..... either u give more of urself to me or bloody hell get lost....... man who do u fuckin think u fuckinly are....... fuck u man........

piss n so piss with so many things in my mind i am so piss n fuckinly need a good punching bag...... n pls.... warn u first...... FUCK OFF FROM ME......... GO N FUCK ANY BLOODY BITCH OR SUMTHING LLIKE TT N FUCK OFF AWAY FROM MY ALL U FUCKIN ASSHOLE..... SCREW U BLOODY HELL.........

N WHO EVER HAF A PART TO PLAY IN MAKIN MY DAY, THANK U VERY MUCH....... PISS N ANGRY BUT DON WORRY IT IS NOT UR FAULT...... IT IS MINE...... NOT IN A GOOD MOODD....... NOT IN A GOOD MOOD FOR A VERY LONG TIME.......

O N WEN YAN...... I GUESS U WILL B READIN THIS........ SORRI BOUT THIS MORNING........ BUT SORRY LOR.... THIS IS THE REAL SAM U R SEEING....... I DON CARE WHO U R....... I JUZ SHOW MY FINGER THE WAY I WAN IT...... N I DON CARE IF U HAF A PROB WIF IT OR NOT........

O N PLS......... PEOPLE.......... FUCK OFF MY LIFE............. MY LIFE, MY OWN MY WAY...........

O DID I SAY THIS..... PEOPLE..... I DON HAF ANY EMOTION ANYMORE....... MESS WIF ME, PREPARE TO DIE.........

LOTS OF HATES......... SAM DUO MAXWELL........