this is how i feel bout u...

Strangely out of place
There's a light filling this room where
None would follow before
I can't deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away my pride
Do i want shelter from the rain
Or the rain to wash me away?

CHORUS:
I need you, i need you, i need you
I need you, i need you, i need you
You're all i'm livin' for

I might sound like a fool
But i think i felt you moving closer to me
Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight, i feel you lift me up
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away
[CHORUS]

I need you, i need you, i need you
You're all i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
All i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
You're all i'm livin' for

Face to the ground to hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight, i feel you lift me up
I can't deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away my pride
I only had a second to spare
But all the time in the world to know you're there
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away

I need you, i need you, i need you(all I'm livin' for)
I need you, i need you, i need you(all i'm livin' for)
I need you, i need you, i need you
You're all i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
All i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
You're all i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
All i'm livin' for(all i'm livin' for)
You're all i'm livin' for

from alvin's blog....


You are sad because of the loneliness in your life

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from ryan teach's blog....

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Your connection with darkness is because of your
interest in magic. You like spells, herbs,
maybe even voodoo-dolls. You like it very much,
and probably even have books or found
Internet-sites where magic is the topic. You
probably mean no harm with this, well perhaps
to some. Most people who are aware of your
interest mistakes you for a Satan-worshipper.
You're missunderstood, but have your friends.
You probably are a wiccan or something related
and are interested in mother nature, souls and
spirits. You prefer the forrest(or park) before
the city. Remember, all can't always
understand.

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You kill with
magic.
You are very skilled with magic, but have poor
fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter
anyway since it can be as powerful as other
weapons. You are probably missunderstood by
people and have some pain inside you. You are
not the kind of person to start a fight, but if
you are provocted you respond. You probably
don't have that many friends either though you
might want some. According to you life is a
lonely journey and you try not to care to much.
Most people who are witches or anything similar
is thought to be evil and want to see all
people suffer. That however is not true. You
don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain.
You are probably peaceful and quiet when left
alone.

Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but
not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes

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from vir vir's blog....

You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel. Angel 84% Mermaid 75% Faerie 50% WereWolf 42% Dragon 25% Demon 17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com

ok... long time never update... me bad... haha...

so next week school starts again... no wait... school starts? but i haf been goin to school EVERYDAY during this so called "school holiday".... not fair... i wan my break!!!

fyp's goin on fine.... i hope... haaha... wat we doin now is to do our samples then we will freeze it b4 putting it into this machine called the freeze dryer... hmmm... it takes bout 3 days to dry so i guess it is quite time consuming.... hiaz... o well... who cares....

now break day is every wednesday.... hope two holiday quickly come so i can haf holiday every friday.... hehe... long weekends!!! or mayb monday also can.... hehee....

my bro as in my little brother, my real brother, sebastian been trying hard to get into rp... well... i donno... hope he can handle the sch stuff... but then... his application is still under pending... hiaz... poor bear....

nice final training wif the kids n lenny... hiaz.... so much fun yet so short a time... o well fix back soon n hope finish army soon so i can mayb join back.... hehe....

well... updates bout he n me? erm... we still like that lar... missing him as usual.... he hor... always not studying.... when i am around, he cannot concenterate.... when i am not... he cannot stop playing games.... haha.... wat to do sia... mayb i should kidnap his games so he cannot play n start studying.... hmmm wonder how he is gonna make me study when UTs starts coming... haha....

one thing that i am happy bout is that amanda actually started asking me a lot of questions bout wat i learnt past years... n i am surprise that i actually know them... haha... not juz know but juz say it out to her like it has always been on my mind.... central dogma.... amino acid structure.... ect ect.... o gad... rp actually is working!!! well... actually most of it is taught by him... that y i know.... hahaha..... o well.. wat to do... hehe....

well guess that all for now... think can update more when i am back in school... until then... take care n god bless u all....

muackz!