well... been looking through all my YCS frens blog... seems like none of them kinda miss me... not like i care...

well, i donno if people still kinda know me... i mean... imagine all my catholic frens... wat gonna happen if they found my blog? i donno.... my wife, joanne, was telling me to tell the whole drama since they "already knew" but i was like.... how to tell them... the usual aj telling of frens thingy... how u out urself to them....

but then.... not like i care....


so like there is this thing that has been goin on in my head.... well.... i donno wat to say.... wat to do... cheer was ok.... wasn't paying much attention.... coz... people been in my mind..... hiaz.... thought of so many things... wat happen if this... wat happen if that.... wat will i do if this.... wat will i do if that.... man... i really donno...

i miss him... i really do.... n also... i donno wat to do wif him.... but then....


o well... i really should care..... but i do....

hiaz............

man... think next week is gonna b a super bz week... lol....

anyway, muz start planning or else later forget this n that again... hehee.....


anyway... two person been bugging my mind these days... n to think one is juz someone i know on thursday... lol... hiaz....

can't stop thinking bout u....

i feel that history is gonna repeat itself again...



by the way... donno wat happen... suddenly S.H.E. crazy.... hehehe.....

time flews when u don notice him... lol...

like... today already *look time* thursday liao.... lol.... 3 days did not blog.... but yet seems like yesterday that i last blog....

anyway, mon, nth much.... go sch go home... that all....

tues, training.... power.... hehe.... UT?? sucks....

wed?? ok... got more to write....

see i haf this kor.... the first aj i know.... haha.... so like we were chatting on msn, which is usually once in a long while... n since he is free so can chat longer.... hehee.... so anyway, we chat on msn then on the phone... hehe... for bout.... 3 plus hours.... hhaaha.... long time never chat so long liao.... hehehe.....

so like we update each other on each other n well.... hmmm should b meeting him soon.... hahaha.... another thing is that he is 12 yrs older than me.... hahaa.... so easy to remember.... hehehe..... another ox...

hmm times flies.... known him for... bout 3 yrs liao.... since i was in sec 5 till now.... aww.... that was like.... wow.... so long....

anyway, back to my ky
miss him.... cannot meet him again today coz it is his training day today.... hiaz.... but then.... still ok lar.... hehehe.... still got msn n sms.... hehe....


by the way.... anyone knows of any chinese doc i can go see??? piss off wif my cough.................

updates first...

sat
well... went to training.... at 12... so did not eat.... muz train coz performing for the prime minister at the tiger cup celebration.... well... not really interested in football...
juz interested in this one.... hehe.... well he is goh tat chuan... hehee.... =P

then went to eat dinner wif alvin... at bout... 7?? 7ish.... man... whole day no food.... siao.... we eat mala steamboat.... damn yummy... ehee.... dinner was so fun too....

so like... wes was.... wearing donno wat... then wanna change... went to got this orange checked shirt.... then not nice... so change wif me... he wore my blue checked shirt n i wore his orange one... then he went to get another black shirt... which i shall not comment on it as it kinda... pisses me off... haha....

then we went clubbing at whynot... this is where the "FUN" begin....

saw ming chong frm my school.... ok... fine wif it.... then saw this guy.... who called out to me n said "u from rp right?" n i was like... erm ya.... then he go "o, i also fm rp n so is the bouncer" n then bring me to the guy... ok... i know him... fm year 2 also... n i was like... shit.... but anyway, then we go our seperate ways....

next when we meet again, he said, " u r samuel rite? from drama?" i was like erm... ya... then he goes.... 'shivani told me bout u.." i was like shit... he knows shivani.... do u think the whole drama will know that i am aj??? damn....

so well... that is the small thing that happen....

the big thing....


wif my dressing... someone commented that I LOOK LIKE A NEWBI WHO JUZ CAME OUT TO THE AJ CIRCLE..... N KINDA LIKE THOSE CHINA BOI!!!!! argh!! feel like i am acting in formula 17 sia!!!! lol....

gross....

that not all... n they all like... erm... sam u dance there ok... don come near us.... (alvin n fren) n i was like.... *prut*

o well... it was a good time lar... not the best.... but.. still ok....

n which made my sunday sucks....


sun
reach home at 4, slpt till 6, went to church do reading... coughing like mad n nat actually did not come... lol...but luckily clare was there so she helped me.... thank god sia.... then went for lectors meeting.... so we haf a new comer... some guy who juz moved to hg n come to our church... n guess wat.... he is 30 plus... n well...our group... oldest is my sis... 21 this year.... so... ya... he kinda don't fit in.... but then... he is nice.... n to me, suspected case.... hehee.... i donno lar... juz... seems so.... aj!! hehehe.... donno he joining or not... see how things goes.... would say he left a good impression on me.... n well.. he was lookin at me too.... ehehe.... curise??? i donno...

then slp lor.. then woke up n eat a little... then slp again.... so my parents complain that i come home too late... bla bla bla.............

kinda boring lar today.... but then...


note to self
1. finish pp
2. keep him off fats
3. force him go see a doc
4. do research for lesson