yup!!! so long... so many things....

happy now... i guess finally things r settling down....

actually i got only one thing to say to someone.... if he still see this... haha...
everything is in this song....


S Club
Say Goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies




i know i know... i will forever see u as my kor... as for u... see me as anything u wan... juz make sure u live well... i got a feeling u r happy now... perhaps happier... i am glad... really glad... take care of urself k... i will... don worry... i got to take care of someone else too... someone who waited for me longer than i did for u... someone who where there for me... as much as i was for u... i will always b here... but... u r my kor... n juz a kor... i hope u will find ur one... good luck... hugs....

was looking through the forum.... clicking on people.... stumbled onto a name i haf not seen yet always there... in my mind....

click on it n saw... ur face...

was juz thinking about u.... wif alvin on sunday...


hiaz... how time flies.... how long ago thing....


n guess wat.... i am still thinking about it....


n know wat.... the only thing that is stopping me from crying is.... mayb coz it is so long liao....




bloody hell... not now!!!!! get out!!!!!!



fuck lar.... u always make me cry one.......

lol....

got my ezlink n my 11b back... but... not my phone...
so how.... hiaz.... new phone.... hiaz...

at least got the cards.... very important...

but...


i still pmsing.....

grrrrhhhhh.....

i find that the only thing i can do is to blog...

i wanna save as much money as possible... so hoping to get some of my stuff back...

but... i need a phone... which i can borrow fm my kor... but then i need a sim card... which means i need cash... which means i need a atm card...

n since i lost my atm card, i need to go get a new one which means i need my ic....

but i also lost my ic....

so to do all these i first need my ic....

but to do that... i will need to report lost first.... n my mdn asked me not to first as there will b lots of crap coming up if i do so like write report.... then donno need to do extra or not... if need i sure KPKB one.... people lost phone wallet n need to pay to get a new card u still wanna give out punishment... stupid.... like u stupid people never made mistake b4.... *roll eyes*

anyway, found out my branch people are kinda homophobic.... coz well.... apprently two person kinda fall for someone in my branch n now... we got this.... donno wat.... sianz.....



i am hungry..... for half boiled eggs....

i got no money....




hiaz....

although i posted this song b4.... it totally show how i am feeling now....

Hey, if we can't find a way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this
Standing face to face
Enemies at war we build defences
And secret hiding places
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's all right
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man

Hey, more than angry words I hate this silence
It's getting so loud
Well I want to scream
But bitterness has silenced these emotions
It's getting hard to breathe
So tell me isn't happiness
Worth more than a gold and diamond ring?
I'm willing to do anything
To calm the storm in my heart
I've never been the praying kind
But lately I've been down upon my knees
Not looking for a miracle
Just a reason to believe

I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's all right
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man

Do you remember not long ago?
When we used to live for the night-time
Cherish each moment
Now we don't live we exist
We just run through our lives
So alone
That's why you've got to hold me

Hey, if we can't find a way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this
Standing face to face
Enemies at war we build defences
And secret hiding places
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's all right
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man

eating a lot... like... lunch then a while later go canteen eat n now hungry... didn't eat snacks... ate noodles....

sometimes i talk too much... sometimes... not at all....


sometimes i donno wat i am doin.... sometimes juz do wat i would do subconsciously...

slppy but cannot slp... if not slp at wrong time....


time passes so slowly... don wish tml to come... wish today end fast....
wish tml come faster so that the week will go faster yet time moves like a crawl...


thought so some things never thought i would think about... again...


mayb it juz going back to crazy mode...

piss... i am....


yes.... very very piss....

i am piss/ angry/ disappointed/ sad/god-knows-wat else....


firstly.... why?

coz i lost my phone... my 11B (army ic/ green ic)... my atm card.... my ezlink card...
phone: no contacts... (cannot remember people's number)
11B: stupid ma fun thing
atm card: no money
ezlink: for those who knows me knows i love taking bus.... so it is gonna b hell for me....


n all these will take some time to do... @@%$#$%^&**()_




n all these aside....

been talking to some people online....
1st guy: very nice n all.... suddenly.... topic change... how to get a person high.... lol.... then change again.... "i am horny..." is that all u think about???? coz ended up with him getting nth n me... well i don think i wanna talk to him again....

2nd guy: piss me off.... wan my sms.... say i lost my phone ask y i didn't go get a new phone.... lol... expect me to remember his number "if i am sincere..." WATEVER.... u think i care? who do u think u r for me to remember ur number.... wanna chat n wat he asked?? r u sissy? wat u look like... wat is ur number.... wat is this thing about number....

is it that now that i got no number i am no longer in the game? well fine i don wanna b in the game.... lol....


piss....
donno tml can wake up or not.... but that will b the least of my worries....

11B: $ 50 bucks
ezlink: $ 20+
atm: $ 5 bucks
sim card: $ 25 bucks
phone: $100+


total: BROKE!!!! n it is not even new year yet!!!




!@#@#@%^$^%^&*)*(*+_(_+_)(*&^%$#@

TREE ME!!! (will train up this hero... hehe)

The Prophet You scored 66 Support, 48 Sneak, 45 Cheap!

Some might call you a Prophet, others would call you an annoying ass that has an unhealthy obcession with trees. Still, while your methods might sometimes be underhanded, and you're not above beating on the weak, your team is glad to have you! A very balanced asset to any group, you know when to strike out alone, and when to support your allies.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Support You scored higher than 99% on Sneak You scored higher than 99% on Cheap

Link: The Which DoTA Hero Are You? Test written by Daem on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

HOT GUY!!!

Tough guy You scored 70% masculine, 76% athletic, 27% exotic, and 50% refined!

You love men, you love testosterone and you know it. You like a bad-ass man who knows what he wants. He isn't what you might bring home to mom but I don't think it really matters - he's hot! Someone like.....Vin Diesel. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on masculine You scored higher than 99% on athletic You scored higher than 99% on exotic You scored higher than 99% on refined

Link: The What type of MAN turns you on Test written by thinkandcome on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

THE MAGICIAN

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

LOL.... WAT CAN I SAY

The Playboy Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSMm) Clean. Smooth. Successful. You're The Playboy. You're spontaneous, and your energy is highly contagious. Guys therefore find you fun to be around, and girls find you compelling. You have lots of sex, and you manage it all without seeming cheap or being hurtful. Well done. You probably know karate, too. Your exact opposite: The Mixed Messenger Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer It's obvious to us, and probably everyone else, that you're after physical rather than emotional relationships, but you're straight up with potential partners. And if a guy you want isn't into something casual, it's no big deal. You move on. BEFORE sleeping with him. Usually. At least you try to. Such control is rare. If you're feeling unfulfilled, maybe you should raise your standards. New conquests will only be satisfying if there's a possibility of rejection. ALWAYS AVOID: The Mixed Messenger CONSIDER: The Bachelor, The Poolboy Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

seems like a very long time since i last blog.... well... been looking but... don haf time n mood to blog... suddenly blogging seems like....

anyway NS life is gettting quite ok... juz mayb the people inside r kinda.... i donno how to describe... but other than that it is fine.... pass out from the course n now offically perm stuff.... at least my boss is the fun haf fun n work b serious type....

there will b more to gain fm this branch n i hope time will fly faster....





memories.... all are memories.... that y blogging is so important.... we need memories.....

I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far away from where I've been
I got my eggs, I got my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror, don't leave the keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I Called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad and
It made me miss you oh so bad cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
I go about my business, I'm doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pj's and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I, I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last so long, even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you