well.. yesterday aft lesson went to the hospital to see my grandpa... kinda glad that i went... coz u see he haf too much liquid in him... he can't seems to relsease them... so he haf to put on this tube which drain the water out of him... but this tube cannot be place inside for too long... thus... well... they will haf to take it out some day next week... and once the tube is out he cannot drain water anymore... n all theses water in him is making his heart work harder and he already haf a weak heart... so if they take it out... it will cause his heart to fail....

from wat i heard from my godpa.. that is... it seems that they are meeting last nite to see wat to do.. once the tube is out we can put him on the machine.... which i donno the name... but then... it will help his heart beat.... then.... the other choice... is not to.... then.... welll... get the pic???????


don wanna think bout it....



anyway.... hehe... last nite... had this conversation wif dar dar...we suppose to haf dinner or supper watever together but due to his work we did not meet... then he ask me not to b angry then i tell him if we don meet i will... then he reply me "u r not that petty" n i was like... i know... can't i act angry!!! hehhee....
wnnyway then... he reach home, bath then call me... when i was waiting for his call to go out to eat... so it wat like.... ~_~" wanna cry liao... hehee...

so well we chatted... n i kinda say out all "his faults" n he was like hehe... nth to say... coz i am rite n he is wrong... hehe.. then... well.. this morning.. someone in my life last year msn me... so we chatted.... i really donno how to tell him.... yes, dar don take care of me as well as u do... n not like u do... but well... i think he is still the one for me.... hehe... i know u wish me well.. n hope to haf someone better than u to take care of me but... of all... u r the one who took the best care of me... but dar is the one whom i am closest wif... hehe... don worry... when dar settle down.. i am sure he will do, if not the same, then he will be better than u... hehe....