iI didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory

Chorus:
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been

Chorus

suddenly feel like listening to this song.... kinda remind me of someone.... hehehe...... donno lar.... nowadays like kinda..... happy.... cloud 9..... hehehe.... how??? donno lor..... hehhehe hiaz.... realise that my emotions now more or less stable..... for now i think.... hahha.....

well... a long day have past again.... well sch lar.... today was so cool... heehe.... went out to far east to makan breakfast.... hehhe.... broke so haf to draw money.... so little money left.... mummy will killl me liao... heheh... anyway, kinda spoted someone lookin at me.... as usual.... hehehe.. donno y.... watever.... hehehe.... well i haf got enough guys on my hands n they r really full.... hehhe... well anyway, so aft that went to mrt station to do my bus pass....damn lar.... long queue or u know wat??? tourist asking for direction..... n i was like -_-" well so coz of that it was quite fast.... hehehe....

well... now today i broken yet another record..... hehhee.... i finish work so fast.... hehehe.... lol... i am good man.... hehe...

anyway, there are somethings that may b hurting but i wanna say..... to those people out there.... kinda still disturbing me....... not really disturbing lar…. But just that I wanna u guys to well….. I donno lar…. When I say no…. I mean no…. I am for only one person…. One n only one…. N when I say no, there is no way we can be together….. if u don understand then I donno wat to say liao….

Leave me alone
Stop calling me at home
Where did you get my number anyway?

Don't write me e-mails
Don't knock on my door
Don't you remember you didn't love me no more?

Now it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way
Yeah, it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way!

I'm not your girl
Not even your friend
What makes you think I wanna try again

Don't buy me roses
Don't even try
And remember, big boys they don't cry

Now it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way
Yeah, it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way!

I'm tired of hearing my friends say
That you still care
That you wanna come back into my life
Well, I just want you out of there

Now it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way
Yeah, it's over
It's nothing called you and me
It's over
Oh why can't you see?
What I'm trying to say is
Get out of my way!

Well…. I feel so mean… hiaz.. wat to do…. Lets juz say lar….. either Adrian or no one….. at least I know that the one for me is not here yet…. Kinda wanna tell u guys this as well….. you may give me wat I wan, but I am unable to give u wat u wan…. N that is the case….. it is a two way thing…. I may b super passive or something like tt…. But no matter wat, I will not n do not wanna juz receive… I wanna give as well… but it muz be something that I can give…. N well… that y I don wanna go into a relationship and also coz of that I cannot b in a relationship…. Sorry people….. but that is the case….. don force me…. U know who u r who is forcing me….. told u a lot of time liao…. Hiaz…. Wat can I do….

Sometimes I think that well…. Now so many people likes me later next time no one will….. hehe.. well I think if that is the case so be it… so wat if I cannot find a bf…. So wat if there will be no true love for me…. So wat…. No matter wat I have myself and my frens…. That all I care bout…. Hehe… my frens all of u…. love ya!! Heheh…. Thank you for being here for me…. Thank you so much….. and wanna let u guys know how thankful I am to have known u all….. hehehe…..