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Wednesday, March 03, 2004

1:22 AM

guess i will b doin wat i did yesterday..... will stay here till my com fully charge

tml i will not go to sch...... then see how lor..... mayb go beach....... i donno lar..... coz now really really feel like killing myself.....

shall i kill myself in a few ways??? or juz one.....

wanna try to cut my wrist but kor say that will not die..... may can try and see if it is true.......

hiaz...... mayb it is bout time i open up to people......

but i haf not open up enough???

y am i feeling like that?? i donno..... do i know??? not so sure....

when the time comes for me to really KILL myself will i do it????

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