suddenly wanna talk about this is coz was watching a love show.. hehe... it is actually a series fm taiwan if i am not mistaken.... i think some of u may haf heard or watch it... but it is currently my fav. show... hehe... it is "ai shan zhong jin li" erm... pardon my chinese but in english it is fallen for the GM.... general manager...

it is bout a hotel management n well.. things happening in the hotel n also a theme park... kinda like genting where they haf a hotel n theme park next to each other....


well... a few things that struck me was
1. your life, you control and handle it.

many times pass i did thought of sucidal... haha... n also... been rather slacky.... even... last time.... didn't really care bout safe sex... haha.... but now... i guess i start to take care of myself.... yup... my life.... i am the one to control it.... and it is my responsibility to take care of myself...

life... a precious thing... wat do we know about it.... well... we do know a lot about lifeless... when someone pass away... ya.. that we know... but wat about life... currently... while living... why is it always the same everywhere where we will not treasure one's life till it is over.... or treasure someone... until the person is gone... if one day... i leave this place.... who will miss me... who will wish that i am here.... who will remember me....

well... i still haf not found my purpose in life.... mayb i will not know or will not find.... but life still have to go on.... n i will go on tilll i find it...

well... one scary thing is.... ever wonder wat if ur purpose in life is to die.... haha.... mayb that the case u know... since we all die.... but... better not b too soon....


ok.... moving on.... the 2nd thing struck me is
2. when u love someone... it doesn't matter what comes... u will take it.... coz u love that person...

well.... to comment on it... takes up too long.... i know i haf been talking a lot about love.... strangely i know wat is it to give up everything for someone.... to take watever is thrown to me... to handle watever shit that comes.... but.... do i really know love? is that love?? how does love feel like??

is love judge by how long we stay attached? or mayb how well we live with one another... how much happiness we can bring to each other? or juz plain sex.... how good it is... i kinda donno it any more... where do we draw the line of being in love and liking....

suddenly... u r attached... is that love? or wat.... perhaps two lonely people get together.... stay together.... haf sex.... do things that couples do when in love.... but... is there love.... how do u define love?


i guess we are all in the process of learing... about seeing wat is love.... and life... but rest asure... if we think hard and see hard enough.... we will know... we will find out.... so here's to all.... seek the one.... n when u find it... don let go.... but... be sure that is the one....