every body will hurt someone....

sometimes while doing something good for someone... u hurt that person instead...

it does hurt a lot sometimes... thinking about what had happened and knowing that it cannot happen again....

sometimes... a part of u will wan that same thing to happen again... but we all know... that it cannot...

they say that this is part of life... part of growing up... where u learn that things come n go.... n u learn that people come n people go... things change... things don go ur way... n that sucks....

but then again... life goes on.... n no matter how much u wan it to be the way u like it.... life still goes on.....

perhaps we should be thinking... wat is it wif life....

if everything goes ur way.... perhaps it will be good... parhaps bad.... coz u will never know or leave or experience or feel about something.... may not be good... but special... something worth paying for it.... even if it cost ur youth, your health, your karma for those who believe, your money, maybe even ur life...

see.... that is looking at things on the bright side.... but then again... haah.... the bright side is always wrong.... it is juz something people use to bring themselves up again n again n again....

well... good thing.... some lucky ones will get to see the bright side more often then others.... the bad thing.... if we don look for the bright side, life isn't juz worth living....

then again... if it hurts n bright side seldom appear... wat is the point of living....

no i am not depress... juz sad... n bloody hell don any of the government use this against me... unless u decided that my mind is not sane enough.... then perhaps it is better to stay in IMH....



now anyone has got 5 gb in their come can lend me for a while... coz i need to back up my songs as my precious zen is spoilt... hiaz.... actually i donno... almost everything is precious to me... well... i guess u guy donno... but... i guess i am a very "feeling" kinda guy.... things that came wif a box... i will still keep the box... y my room is in a mess... coz when ever something that comes wif a box, a gift fm others... i will not throw it away... coz even the box is too precious to b thrown... n even if something spoilt... i will not throw... coz it is precious... n it brings back memories... fond n sad m happy memories... well.. i really donno lar... mayb that is a childish me... but... i don like things or people leaving me... not at all... actually... i don wanna exchange my zen for a new one... coz... this is really my precious.... was hoping they can repair it... hiaz... mayb i should juz get a new zen?? hmmmm ......