nth to post about... drama like that lor...

now like living two lifes.... one... during rehearsals.... focus only on the play... the other... aft rehearsal.... then the thinking starts....

did something that made him angry.... only like one or two msg reply per day....
had not really talk to him.... say i miss him... ya... but then when in rehearsal... cannot think of other things....

perhaps.... i donno....

说也奇怪 这些年来
不明白 我如何 忍受过来
一场期待 一片空白
人的心 就是这样狠起来
我们的恋爱 如果不失败
我们怎幺会有这幺成功的分开
Never mind you just go away
你以为 我一定后悔
已经有了 最坏的准备
走了这步 就举手不回
Never mind you just go away
你以为 我就会流泪
我会不会(如果我不会)
你配不配(你会不会)
免强相爱 就像骨牌
守不住 倒不如 倒的精采
lt's okay l'm okay
我不用你陪 你不要误会
我只是有点累 却没时间崩溃

unfortuenately i can't do wat it is said... haha.... strange man... kinda thought it is ok liao... n now... back to square one again...

曾经相信你就是我的唯一
忘记思考生命其它的妒忌
不知不觉深陷爱的浓雾里
竟然发觉我的视线已经渐渐不清晰

于是我就这样茫然失去了你的踪迹
翻开地图竟是过去一对没用的足迹

爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得回来就好

外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾自己好
没有了牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重好不好

although i know i will not b part of ur life... i really really wanna go against all odds.... n try to change it.... but.... it takes two hands to clap... even if i wan... it will only b me selfishly wan it... in the end is still u choose....

开心的我常常笑自己 为什么粗心大意 珍藏着你的那根白头发
我夹在哪本日记 伤心的我常常恨自己 为什么竟然忘记
你离开那天是星期几 是否穿着我送你的毛衣 忍不住不为你着迷
忍不住不说我爱你 翻开了过去的甜蜜 你的话每一句都清晰
忍不住不为你伤心 是何年何月离开你 擦干了过去的点滴
却又忘记把你忘记

mayb that is the thing that is happening to me now.... u never know wat to say... sometimes music speaks louder than words....


but for now....

sorry... but need loud music to clear my mind....