i sometimes hope that there is a function where i can let people see n some not to b allow... i guess.... i can always save it... but then...

it been two weeks... i am sure u r over me... haha... but i am not over you... i don really know wat is going on in my life liao... honestly.... we may have made so decisions.... but i still cannot take it... i guess...

drama... ya... i can handle that... attend reheasal... remember lines.... but.... most of my mind has been channeled to not thinking about u that... i cannot get into my charactor... haha.... act like u... coz u act like a king? haha.... u juz order people around... but i can't get ur aura... coz i willingly do everything for u....

mayb i should have listened to u... not b involve in this play... mayb i should... then i won't b like this today... thinkin of how to act like a king... which i can't do so... i miss u... i miss going out wif u... the more i not meeting u... the more i longed for u... the more i think of u... but... come to think of it... i can't think of anything but u anyway...

how long more before i can get out of this stage... i donno... this is the reason why people say don give your all when u r goin into a relationship rite... o well... but... i am glad i did all that i did... but i still miss u....

can't concenterate on makin frens too... can't even maintain a frenship for a week... hiaz... now... got one more person aft me... although only seen once.... y are these things always happening to me? i don wanna rebounce him.... i don even think he can b the next u.... i don think i can find another u....

haf i lost u for good? or wat...

where r u???

why is it that when u don msg me for long i felt lost...
why is it when u go out wif others i feel sad...


why can't i feel others anymore... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


wanna cry, too strong to cry... no one can break me down yet... n i don have enough time liao... hiaz....

mayb i shouldn't have started at the first time...

mayb i should have let him go at the first time...