it is official.... I GOT NO LIFE!!!!

consider this... last year, around this time, i'm like... out everyday wif people... out till late at nite.... this year... since jan when training for cheerleading competition started, i got to go trainin everyday... then aft that in march.... i got him to go out wif everyday... then af that FYP started... then now.... Drama production.... everyday needs to stay back....

so much so that... i had not really went out wif people any more....

n i feel that... this is usually what happen in most singaporean students life.... CCA, tution etc etc.... at this rate, what is there to do? singaporeans really got no life i think.... hiaz.... it is because of the education system..... hiaz.... but then again.... wat can we do bout it... nth... hiaz........

so i realise that... even aft drama (2 weeks more!!!) i will still b lack of life..... coz.... i really really got NO LIFE!!!! argh!!! not even someone i can date... not even someone i can go out wif.... no even frens!!!! as most of them are attached... n now that i lose touch wif them... i juz can't seems to go back wif them... well... not all of them lar....

well.. wat to do... i got to do all these things... coz i am a student... haha...

o ya.. hehe... had been dreaming of my guy again.... the tall muscular one.... hehe.... i juz know that he is a pilot... hehe.... how i know? donno... hahha.... =P


well... sat went to celebrate Vir's birthday.... wat to say ar.... it is ok lar... not really wat i expected actually... haha.... wat to do... he got too many frens.... so little time... so everyone has to go together lor.... haha.... so didn't really get to spent time wif him....

actually ar, side track a bit.... i feel that... although i still feel the same bout vir n wes.... it seems that... coz they are attached.... i feel a little... u know.... restricting myself... well... i am a very physical person.... n... now that they are attached, i stop myself fm doin a lot of stuff... coz... don wan them to haf wrong ideas mah.... haha... kinda like...... cannot b like last time lor.... which makes me wonder.... when will i get my special person whom i can lie on n get jealous when others lie on him?? hehe.... that person muz b able to live wif me... haha... n i wif him lar.... =P

(ps: i don mean anything k... juz wanna say this out)

ok... back to the party... well... i feel tat... u can never enjoy yourself when someone u don like is there rite... haha... well... even if almost all of the people there are ur frens.... coz of some unlike u can't enjoy urself... haha... o well.... nvm.... as long as vir enjoys himself....

i actually though of writing down some of wat i don like that happened.... but then..... well... sometimes... it is about how someone wanna bring themselves.... what he or she wanna show the world... how he or she thinks.... who am i to say juz coz i don like wat he or she did... haha.... n beside.... it is that person who is goin to the world.... not me... so i better mind my own business.... n lastly.... beside... i am not his fren n neither is he mine....

haha... when is my guy coming for me??? hahaha....