feel like blogging... donno wat to write...
started blogging... donno wat to say...
wanna blog... don wanna say...

hiaz...

suddenly thought of a few things... well to many things in my mind liao wat... guess juz list them down... at least, this is a start...

there are some people whom i used to keep chatting on msn but then now... seems like cannot say anything liao... i donno wat happen... maybe me... maybe not... i donno... leave it like this? or change? who needs to change? n why the change?

LOVE... i donno wat is going on in the romance department any more... don really gonna care too... really don wanna think... hiaz...

suddenly people are just so caught up wif relationship... i donno... bout time me too rite? but then... if i am gonna b alone later stage of my life... then y the sudden need to change... to get someone to call my dear? might as well get used to the way things are now rite... so i won't have a hard time later... o parden me... people are always caught up wif love... it is as if tml is gonna be doomsday n we need to find someone to be wif us so that we will not be alone when we die... i mean... if it comes... it will come... if not.. no point wanting... waiting is one... wanting is when u know there is no need to wait anymore... n still waiting...

then again... wat rights do i have now to say all these...

i don think i will b goin out for midnite tml... or anyday soon... donno y... juz got a feeling.... been thinking... me.. a guy who donno wat he wans... donno wat he wanna do next time... no goals no future... wat can i say bout life... ya... i think u r right... life really has no meaning at all... life sucks... big time... we should juz do nothing to life... so life can do nothing back to us....

longing for the time i am gonna leave this world man... hiaz... i don wan n need that long life that is given to me... hiaz...

stupid crapper... hiaz... feel like deleting all that i wrote... seems so stupid... but then again... hiaz... juz stop...