yup, had a great dream!!! hehe... the tall, hunky guy's back... hehe... muscular n so my type one... well best joke... juz as he was about to *ahem* me... i woke up... argh!!! stupid...

so went to drama training... haha... very fun!! coz we have to put up a play in one day.. in fact last than 24 hours... hehee... n we did it!! coz, we say our lines wif script but the result was cool!! hehe.. so fun!! screw up many parts as usual... hehe..

so a sad end? well coz he is not happy... kinda haf some family problem... hiaz.. donno lar.. how to b happy when he is like that... hiaz... he's kinda fed up.. n i donno wat to do... juz staying here to chat wif him is all i can think of... man... i really donno wat to do to make him see that i am not taking him for granted... or using him... really donno wat to do sia... man... wits end...

sometimes i really wonder if i really am too lazy to do things... wes was complaining that i don seems to be treating them well... like... taking them for granted... i really donno wat to say sia... i think i don do anything... yea that true... n also... kinda seems like... i think... i haf gone back to this world of mine... where no one else matter... mayb i should juz stay there n not meet up wif people at all... this way i will not dissapoint anyone... will not haf to care for anyone... will not hurt anyone... rite?

hiaz... thinking twice bout getting my phoneline back...

mayb i should juz fade off from everything n everyone... less contact less heartbreak... less feelings...

some how... i think i really will choose goin overseas...