Sunday Monday did not update my blog… coz lappy fall sick…. Then bring him go n see doctor liao…. So now better…. Hahaha….. well good thing…. Now is better as in more advance but then lag… hahaha…. Too much things in my com liao…. Hehee… well… wa to do…. Sian….. for once I will say I don feel like goin to cheer… coz got made fun of there….. donno lar… I can’t dance I know…. N I wanna learn…. But then seems like…. I donno lar…. Damn discouraged by them…. Well they donno bout it…. Coz I will not tell them…. Hehe… well as usual I hide it from them and others……

Just did my test today…. Stupid man….. donno wat is wrong with the network….. damn fuck up…. For my class only…. Stupid….. hiaz…. i feel like it is so stupid….. n there is nothing they can do….. coz it is the network… fuck up man….. mon no lappy, Tuesday no network….. damn man….. stupid domain too…. Fuck fuck fuck man……then Microsoft kinda like prob…. I wanna scream liao…. Piss off…… screw up technology man…..

Well I feel like I am living day by day only… kinda have like no meaning…. Donno y….. but don really care….. sometimes I wonder, y do I reject people who are nice to me….. am I stupid?? Well who should I choose??? Someone I like or someone who likes me??? Coz well… so many people likes me…. But who I like??? I donno…. Well I don even know a lot of things… Adrian??? Well no contact again… coz nv go clubbing…. And so wat if we did??? I donno….. coz put it this way… if I happen to like someone else….. n he asked me…. Who will I choose???? I really donno….. see who comes first??? Hahaha… well… I know of people who really love me…. But do I love them?? I donno…. Should I accept them?? I donno…. Kinda so much older than me….. more than 12 years….. hiaz… how?? Donno lar….. what is goin to happen to me??? I donno but seems like sometime soon I needed to get someone to love me n that I love too coz well… I don think I can continue like this… missing people like siao… I donno y I feel like this…. And it is like…. Just meet only…. Another one of my short term love??? Hiaz…. It seems like I fall in love easily… but difficult to stay in love…. Who can tame this heart of mine…. Who can make me stop n love just him n only him?? Who is my ONE…. Hiaz…. Do I sound despo??? Hope not I guess… will aj love last??? I donno too…. But I am willing to give it a try…. I will try till I found him…. But… who is he???

Seems like I am asking a lot of questions…. Who I am…. Who is he…. Who are they….. hahaha…. Kinda comical….. lol…..