lol.... suddenly so sad.... tt i cannot slp again..... hiaz..... sad...... wanna cry but cannot....... sumtimes i feel that i am so weak..... but my dear says i am not..... coz well this is me..... last time i believe..... now??? guess still findin my feet......dear tok to me bout turnin back time..... goin back to the past to change the past...... wat do i feel????? well ask urself this

if i go back.... can i bring miss neo back to life???? can i go to the mrt station to stop her from dying??? even if i did.... does tt means tt she will not die???? so wat if i did it..... in the end we haf to die..... n well if i go back in time does tt means tt she will not b cut, slice, run over into half as wat happen to her..... will it???? n well i wonder if she did not die will i learn to appreciate pple???? not to take pple for granted???? will i?????? will the reporters not say tt she commit sucide???? tt due to stress fm sch tt she commit sucide????? well i don think so..... no matter wat, the only thing that has left is tt she is gone n i am still here.... however..... she is gone n i am here.... n haf not move on..... n well don think it will b anytime soon...... i miss her..... i know.... i still do...... n well wat to do???? miss neo... promise not to cry due to u again.... but guess i can't keep it.... sorri....

IN LOVING MEMORIES OF DEAREST, SWEETEST MISS NEO......... U WILL B GREATLY TREASURED N REMEMBERED BY ALL...... THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT U HAF LEFT BEHIND...... WILL REMEMBER ALL THAT U HAF TAUGH US N THANK U FOR WAT LITTLE BUT GREAT THINGS U HAF DONE...... ALWAYS REMEMBERED BY......

well me... samuel soon...... [hihs]{5N2}[Republic Poly]
still scare of above ground mrt....... but i will survive...... i hope......



wat happen on monday sucks...... well wat to do...... i will remember it for the rest of my life....... remember this u asshole..... i may not get u now..... but u suck n don let me see u again..... pray n hope that i haf not gotten any more powerful or else i will make sure u suffer n pay for all tt u haf put me through...... fuckin asshole......... pray that i will get over u soon..... or else......... fuckin asshole......... wat u coz me is not sumthin u can juz get it over wif..... n u sucks.....

scare of single deck bus...... but due to sch.... hiaz wat to do......
scare of pple touchin me...... but so many close frens..... will get over.....

sad sad sad.......

n i am not done wif u asshole.....

this is wat i posted yesterday, 2 dec......
WHO THE FUCK IS THE ONE WHO PLANNED YESTERDAY???????????????????

BLOODY HELL...... THE WORST DAY OF MY WHOLE ENTIRE FRICKING LIFE!!!!!

EVERYTHING IS BAD N WRONG............ WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOODY FRICKING HELL

N TODAY????? NO BETTER.......... STUPID AFTER EFFECT............. BLOODY FRICKING FUCKING HELL............... GET OUTTA MY HEAD U ASSHOLE


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Y IS IT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y MUZ IT HAPPEN TO ME????????????????????????????????????

FUCK U DAMN U FRICK U BLOODY ASSHOLE.................................................

GET OUTTA OF MY FRICKIN FUCKIN LIFE U BLOODY FRICKIN ASSHOLE !!!!!!!

o by the way...... CAN I KILL U?????????

first time wanna kill sumone so badly................................................................