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i donno y.... but it seems that i seems to go wif pple emotions....... my teach.... god knows wat happen to him..... poor teach..... hope u r ok.... will pray very very hard for u......

n silas..... don worry..... well can't ask u to do tt as i myself is also very very worried....
omg..... n well i feel so sad now..... well... cried a bit again.... hiaz....... sumtimes donno wat happenin to myself..... hiaz...... i miss my dear.......

well my fren fm cheerleadin juz called...... sumthin bad has happen to her..... o man........ i donno yet but she is tellin me tml..... o man.... i juz donno wat to do........ so i juz cry...... n i feel like cryin now......

will anyone knoe n remember me aft i died???? though a lot of my death lately...... donno..... was depress a while ago..... not so bad one..... but the last time i haf sumthin like tt miss neo died...... am very very scare now........ i donno..... no matter how prepared i am, i don think i can handle anything if sumthing happen....... i mean miss neo is not even my teacher, yet i cried a lot at her funeral...... n now, i haf not gotten over it yet..... still scare of mrt tt is above ground...... i donno.... pple call me stupid but i am scare......i wan my dear dear........

i am actualli listenin to goo goo dolls's iris...... tt is how i feel last time...... well i hope tt my frens or rather pple who i am close to know the real me....... i realli do..... n if tt the case i will die in peace........

hiaz........ sad sad nite...... i will miss a lot of pple if i am gone.......
n i still can't get over the two of them...... the two pple i realli loved a lot....... n although i know i love my dear dear a lot i still can't get over them....... i haf problem moving on....... i don wanna i guess....... i can't stand people leaving me....... pls.... don leave me anymore........ pls............

luckily got my dear..... if not i donno how i survive in this world........... i love u dear dear
one day i will fly away wif u....... i promise....... i love u........

o n if i am realli gone, then i wan u to knoe tt u haf to move on.... don b like me........

Artist: Goo Goo Dolls
Album: City Of Angels Soundtrack
Title: Iris


And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


Artist: Celine Dion
Album: All The Way
Title: My Heart Will Go On


Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on



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