sumthing bad happen to me..... don wanna tell u all bout it...... to shy, embarasses to say...... well kinda fine now..... now haf to go n well..... get over it n all.....

well wat to do... lol...... n beside, i more or less haf gotten over it.... thankz 2 u.... u know who u r...... thank u for lettin me see wat my eyes can't see.... but pls take care...... remember wat i said to u...... i am sorry tt it will happen but pls take care......

n now i am better...... still scared, still frighten, still can't stand to b reminded of it..... but i am stronger now..... much more..... n i will not run so much now......

i think i haf had enough of thinkin...... n well... i wanna let go..... but can't bring myself to.... will i or not???..... i guess in the future....... but for now u r in me n the longer u stay u worst i get..... still i can't let go...... hiaz...... i am learnin..... i will still go on.... life haf to go on.......

well sadd sad sad.... the only thing tt is keepin me sane is surprisingly sch n my frens...... thank u very much..... n well sch...... everything goes in then come out..... so wat to do..... but at least i am not reminded of THAT.........

o well everything is gonna b fine everything is gonna b fine every or is it???? i donno.............

[SPONSOR]

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside

The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone