Haf not been writing here for sum time liao…. Kinda no time n well….. depress still…. So don wanna write… but then I find tt writing helps a lot….. so here goes…

I got home only at today 3+ in the morning…. Gone 4 uncle Darius concert and then haf dinner together wif him aft tt. Bru Bru was there too…. And so were a few of his classmates. Dinner was fun n well we took a lot of pics together…. Then uncle suggested watching a midnite show.. fun rite??? Nv tried b4….. and beside don feel like goin home so wat the heck…. Go lor…. Watched “A tale of two sisters” and well… it is shocking….. y?? coz it is more like shocking than scary….. o ya I nv wanna sit in front of ariff any more…. Keep on kicking my chair….piss…. well… y is it tt only I get wat the movie is talking bout??..... hiaz….. pay more attention pple!!!!!
O ya…. Muz intro pple…. First Uncle Darius… my sch mate… well I call him uncle coz he is 11 yrs older than me… old rite??? So uncle lor… hahahhaa :p
Nxt Bru Bru…. Real name is Bruno so short form Bru Bru…. Hahahaa he call me sam sam… cute…. Ahhahahaha
Nxt is ariff, fm bru bru n uncle’s class… o forgot… they are classmates. Only me uncle and ariff went to the movie….
Nxt r Chris… keep on beating his head… ahhaahhaa n PJ…. Well don really knoe PJ…
N we haf sum gals there… can’t really remember their name…..hhaahhaha

Well okok so I got home aft 3 n well everyone is aslp…. N my mummy did not scold me…. Hahahah So nice wanted to go clubbing…. But no one bring…. Hiaz….

O ya juz brought sum clothes… very cheep… half price so happy… well wat happen was tt it was raining….. n then I was wet so I got clothes lor… hahaha good bargain… so happy…. :p

O well…. Gone n watch the league of extraordinary gentlemen on Friday wif bru bru n his frens. Hahha nice show… good n worth it… but spent too much money already…. Hiaz… either I go get a job or I haf to find other ways to get money…. So sad…. Hiaz…any lobang?? O n still depress…. Now it kinda on off on off…. So piss… n the worst thing is tt when I am wif frens ok… when alone no… sad…. Still thinking of sucidie… but don think I will kill myself… n juz shouted as anne…. I found that kinda…. Lost my patience… small little thing can make me angry…. I shouted at anne… nv done tt b4…. Sad….. scard… sorri…. :’(

Sumtimes I wonder y we live…. Wat we live for…. N y…. life currently seems to haf nth to live for…. Nth at all… nv felt so alone at all… b4….. don like this feelin…. Then when I am wif frens felt tt they keep pissing me off… n don wanna b wif them… hiaz…. N I found a new nick…. DEPRESSAM kinda….stick to this nick…. Stories of encouragement don seems to work… do u think I should go to a doctor??? Hahaha tt looks a lot like I am sick… but am i?? or not??? I donno anything any more n I don like it… I wanna know things… I need to knoe things…. But everything is so depressin….



I might need you to hold me tonite
I might need you to say it’s alrite
I might need you to make the first stand
Coz tonite I’m finding it hard to b ur man……

I’m more than a bird
I’m more than a plane
More than sum pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me…

Save tonite
If I could break up dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll b gone