well... suppose to leave at 3 to meet him..... but met him at 6...

well... he was quite unhappy....

then aft movie made him angry....

then he cancel our meeting tml....

hiaz....



then mummy come in n scold me that i put my blue pants into the washing machine n was then the whole clothes turn blue.... n i was like how i know.... then got scolding... hiaz....


it at times like these that i wish that the spider poison will like react n cause something to happen.... or that i am HIV positive... then don haf to worry liao....

hiaz....

anyway, went to a HIV test today.... am neg.... hiaz....

for once in my life i wanna b positive....

positive that we are still together.... but then together in wat sense.... i donno....
don even know wat is our current status....

hiaz....



can i juz slp n not wake up?



It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need ya like I do
Please believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough
I'm still holdin' on You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...