Wednesday 28/07
Dar woke me up at bout 7 plus wif his sms… hehee… nice start…. Then went to haf breakfast… today is gonna b bz…. Well.. went recon the church n well kinda settle a few stuff… then came back for prayers… then well… did a number of things n then prepare for the funeral mass… at first bb was too sick to serve but in the end he served. Which is a good thing I guess… the last thing we did for him…. Well… served wif the ctk people n well… they are a nice bunch of people… we kinda copy each other’s style so the whole mass was actually quite…. Well.. messy in a way but everything was done when needed… so aft mass we went to the crematorium and well… there was… a lot of crying… I donno lar… juz… gonna miss him a lot… sob sob… I think… I never cried as much today as I did b4… but it is his funeral that brought the family close together and also made me closer to my own family members… still, I hope that he is here to see this… but then… guess not… the only thing I asked for from him is not money as most of them asked for…. Not car… but for dar dar’s well-being hope that dar dar will get a stable job soon… donno if he can answer that request or not… but that doesn’t matter… all that matters is that he is in peace n that he has lived his life to the fullest… n that he fought n won… n now, he is at peace… wif god…. Amen….

Anyway, aft all the crying, we got back for dinner… haha….i finally got my appetite back… ahaha… then… well.. we went for prayers n all.. n then went home… too tired lar… then dar dar called me n we chatted a while… this month bills is going sky-high again…. Lol….

Anyway, wanna dedicate this posting to my ah gong… I said this b4 n I will say it again…. U need me to do anything juz say n I will do it for u… love you always… sadly missed by ur grandson, ah boy…

Thursday 29/07
Slpt so well last nite… hahah…. Then went to collect the ashes in the morning… kinda cool lar… they only gave us the bones… was kinda surprise that the is the left over of the burning… o well… we took the bones n put it into the urn and bla bla bla…. Whatever… so well that NICHALOS guy helped us… I mean… I muz b understanding… this is the first time he met a family that knows more bout the liturgy then himself… lol… whatever…
Then we proceed to the church to place the urn… ok… aft that went back to my uncle’s place n then we had dinner n then went home…

Well… these are some of the “visions” that happened during this few days… ok… these vision are not seen by me… rather my aunt n a guy named Brandon… who kinda special…

Vision 1: Tuesday
My aunt, while praying, saw her dad, my grandpa’s brother, came down from heaven to bring him up. When she say that she kept crying… that is coz her dad love her the most… well, at least we know that my grandpa is in heaven… my grandpa loves his brother a lot n was really sad when he died in 1992… so happy that they are together now… before that, there are many things that happen that show that he knows when he is leaving… but too long to write…

Vision 2: Wednesday
This Brandon kid, when we are going into the viewing room… a room where u go n see the coffin moved into the incinerator, saw that my grandpa was playing wif Jesus and they are like joking and all… all the while when the coffin was moving to b burnt… they are like long lost close brother finally met again… well at least I know that he is wif the lord…

Vision 3: Thursday
Again this is seen by my aunt… in fact, she was surprise to see this… she did not see my grandpa or her father, my grand uncle… rather, she saw, when we were putting the bones into the urn, our lord in the garden of erm… donno how to spell… the garden where he pray to god b4 he die… she saw him there praying for the whole family… well… that is wat my grandpa was praying for all this while… not for himself… but for the family… ahh… the faith of my grandpa… n it is him that made me… well… enjoy saying prayer again… hehehe…

Well… these are the things that people saw… but I know… when the need arises, my grandpa will come n find me if he needs help… or if anyone else in the family needs help…