Sunday 25/07
Was slppin till my sis called me… askin me to read 11.15 mass at bout 9 30…. Well ok lor… then I cannot slp liao… so went to church…. Donno lar… then mass… finish went to meet dar… lot of things happen lar… was suppose to b angry wif him… but I juz can’t be angry… so… donno wat I am feelin lar… hehe… anyway he did not do it on purpose… so… no need to be angry…. Hahaa…. Then went to his house… man… so glad I went…. Coz… got wat I need n wanted… hahaha…. Something only he can give me…. Haha… man dar dar… I love u… muackz…. Well.. aft his house went home to slp… coz I hafin duty… as in the watch… overnite one… so reach that quite late… n once reached start to do things again…. Ahaha… then chatted wif the servers lar… n my dad’s family… hahha…
So after they left… as in all of them, we… well… juz sit then play dai di…. Then… juz pass time like that lor… well… my 2nd aunty was quite… well… sad still… n… wat to do….
Ok… now this sounds strange… but I felt my grandpa’s present… and… kinda… felt that he wanted me to comfort my aunt… I donno lar… all I know is that he is goin to heaven… n that well…. I really donno lar… juz… I know it is him… n till now he is still takin care of us… man… he is great…. So at bout 8 plus me n my sis made our way home…. N get our much needed slp… lol….

Monday 26/07
Well, slpt the whole day… haha… then at bout 4 plus Jeremy called n well.. we met for lunch… ahhaa…. He came down to my house area to eat and… we had a nice chat… hehee… anyway then I go home n went down to my uncle there… wif mummy n bear bear…
Reach there juz help out lor… then buis, Eugene n Bernard came… well.. most of the time spent wif them… then uncle simon came…. Then we realize that we really are distance relative… damn distance sia… haha…. Had mass… then juz as I was about to haf dinner dar dar called… haha… chatted a while then went for dinner… brought my granny up to her room towards the end of the day n well.. we kinda chatted… haha… so aft that went home n slp… tonite only boys… daddy, bb n me… hahaha… anyway, nite nite… will b staying over tml n well… well busy…

Tuesday 27/07
Went back to amk at bout 6 plus in the morning… coz meeting the priest at bout 7 am… then reach ctk found that the priest is sick… so we went back… the priest said that he will b dropping by bout 11am or 4 pm… aft 11 am he did not arrive so I went home to slp… then wanna go wif mummy at bout 3 but bb sick… so mummy bring him go see doc while I went alone… went to haf lunch then met up wif the priest… my dad’s father n step-mother is here so I haf to like… leave them wif my uncle… then settle the mass liao went to entertain them… by now my mummy haf arrived… then brought them to the bus stop… had mass at bout 7ish n well… nice homily but don like the priest… too action pack… haha… then went serve people… well… a funeral minister came… n he kinda tell us what is goin to happen… till the last details… like… “when the coffin reaches so n so, you all should already all be crying..” n tell me… a SERVER how to serve… n tell my sis a LECTOR how to read…. “you must read slowly and loudly so that people can hear wat you are proclaiming…” piss man…. N that is not all… then quarrel wif my mummy… then made me cry… haha…. So piss n angry… then my sis came over…. N we talk… I find that no matter wat, I still respect her as my sis… n well… we talk… n kinda solve everything… n well… happily went back to haf dinner together… actually b4 that already talk to dar dar out it… but… sorry… juz can’t control my emotions at that time… and also my mummy…. Hiaz… wat to do… both of us haf our own thinking…. Hahaha… so aft dinner I went to chat wif my granny… happy thing is that wat I am feeling is rite…. My grandpa was wif us aft he died… n he only left today… he went brought up to heaven by my grand uncle, his younger bro… n two person saw that… I juz know… n they were saying that we should write letter to say goodbye, I didn’t wan to… coz I never say goodbye to him… in fact, he knows that anything he needs to be done he will tell me… he told me to comfort my 2nd aunt as she was crying non-stop the nite I had duty… n he told me to tell my grandma that he is happy and up in heaven wif the rest of his family n not to worry bout him… he told me to take care of her as well… all of which I had done n well b doin… well.. coz I went to slp wif my granny n chatted wif her for quite some time b4 slppin…. Hehee…