ok... this sucks.... first... i haf a slacky day yesterday... went home to slp aft school.... then i haf a fucking day in sch today.... n i can't go back n slp!!!! o piss.....


well.... the good thing is that i slp so freaky well yesterday.... y freaky well coz it is a long time since i last slpt on my mummy's bed.... n a long time since i am home so early.... bout 5 plus.... n long time since i.... well... slpt well... so... it is good lar....

hp bills.... this mth.... 100 plus....

well... that is the least of my problems...

today, in school... my group presented only.... only...... ONLY....

n i think we screw up the whole damn thing....

piss..... i think it is like....

more of my fault....
coz.... i did a lot of things last min...

n coz.... i compile the ppt.......


but damn piss..... y?? coz it is so bad that..... my fac had to talk to the gp aft lesson.....

yes... it is that bad.....

she don understand wat we r saying....

n our ppt is so disorganise.......


freak!!!!! aaah!!!!


sob sob..... my feeling???? am as sad as the heavy rain raining down now....

o man... the person next to me... can do something.... but i would rather he not.... concenterate on wat u haf to do.... comfort me later.....

though i wanna someone else to do it.....


but.......


don think so.......


he is bz lar..... too bz for me????

i donno....

promised to call b4 7.......

so am i too sad to think properly..... or is it that he not calling yet......



or is it..... again.....

a promised unfillful......


o watever......



guess it is juz me against myself again....