in the months to come... i guess

1. hp bills sky high
2. spending more time wif dar
3. gyming more often
4. controling my emotions
5. study hard
6. start doing my pp
7. focus more on studies
8. don't think bout dar dar so much
9. find a job
10. get a md player

y??? coz....
1. smsing someone super lots everyday... for hrs.... lol...
2. that wat he promised
3. that wat i promised
4. that wat i got to do
5. for future
6. to gradurate
7. bout time i start doing something bout it rite?
8. think less, hurt less
9. to pay hp bills
10. for gyming session...

lol.... guess this seems like a undoable thing sia.... o well... we see bout it...



kk.... bout dar, we talk... he talk... i scold.... he say... i cry... he make fun of it... i keep quiet.... well... wat to do?? he is so unserious bout the whole relationship thingy.... hiaz..... but he promise to try harder to spent more time wif me.... hope that he will not let me down or cancel appointment again sai.... damn scare..... like this sat, he says he is goin to plan a nite out together n i was like.... donno to b happy or scare.... happy coz finally.... scare coz if he don do it.... then.... i really donno wat to do.... good thing is that, well... i kinda told him off liao.... bad thing is that.... he cannot commit.... hiaz.... wat to do??? tell me man... lol.... tell me to give him more time.... i gave him time liao... but it is still like that.... ok lar.... now i give u more time.... but wat if.... it is still like that???? wat am i to do??? hiaz.... seems like every sunday he is making me cry sia.... hiaz.... hiaz..... hiaz......


well... come to think of that i feel like weird.... am happy, yet sad.... hiaz....