yesterday, we haf drama practice...... well at least now i can easily get into charactor...... n well the whole drama group is so tired liao..... poor thing..... i am too..... but as a cheerleader..... i cheer them up.....

but come to think of it.... who can cheer me up???? beside him......

well then went to meet my son, grandma n linus...... cute guy..... hahaha.... the only person who says he is not cute is himself...... well... up to him..... juz find him cute tt all.... unlike many others i know who got so turn on by him...... hahahaha...... okok......

anyway went to fullerton's baker inn to meet them..... tok cock sing song...... then just think bout three
person......
1. him.....
2. hahah.... ken
3. donno wat his name......

well..... kinda haf feelings for them.... but then i will not n do not wanna get attached....... so......


so i finally managed to pluck up enough courage to call him but cannot contact him...... so wat to do...... i feel that i don miss him as much now...... n tt makes me feel guilty....... lol........ stupid pisces...... o man..........

i can't stand it when i know wat people is thinking........................... coz people donno wat i am thinkin..... y??

wrote this last nite...... at the merlion park...... water n inspiration...... lost more lar.... but lazy to post

lovers 2 be
lovers we're not
lover as we
but mayb not
under the sky
of nite so dark
there goes my heart
with a raging start
today just make
the first of the last
the last of the days
we spent at last
try as we may
try as we might
but never again
do we try so hard
make a good end
that what they say
how many did
how many end
just by your side
is all i ask
but just that favour
is too big to ask
so mayb one day
one day soon i hope
i will forget you
forget u? i won't
round round we go
cause there is no end
then comes the day
we all begin
begin again
but never last
how at long now
my heart still lust
mayb u found
someone new
but my heart still
remains with you
with the sun rise
and setting moon
i feel my soul
lost control too
like a mad man
a mad man i'll be
till you come running
back to me
i know it's impossible
i know it's not true
but one thing for sure
i know i lost u.........