i donno how to answer this question....

used to be church....

then... all my exs.....


then... there was him...

i will admit once... i my life revolves around him.... but not not....


not really.....


i donno.... should my life revolves around someone.... something..... or wat....


hiaz... felt something bad gonna happen... i knew it.... it is in my guts.... but wat... i donno.... mayb cause i don wanna know.... mayb coz i shouldn't know.... how....


gonna turn 21 soon.... somehow... i think i may be making too big a fuss over it.... i donno.... i am excited... but then...


came a ppt... fm a fren.... about love.... spark too many thoughts in my head... n heart...

"
To my friends who are single

Love is like a butterfuly
the more you chase it,
the more it eludes you
but if you just let it fly
it will come to you when you least expect it

Love can make you happy but often it hurts
but love is only special when you give it to someone
who is really worth it

So take your time and choose the best.


To my friends who are not so single.

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person'
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.


To my friends who are engaged

The true meaning of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other


To my friend who are married

Love is not about 'it's your fault' but 'I'm sorry'
not 'where are you' but 'I'm right here'
not 'how could you' but 'I understand'
not 'I wish you were' but 'I'm thankful you are'


To my friends who are heartbroken

Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cuts as deep as you allow them to go

The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them.


To my friends who are Naive

How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent
share and never be unfair
understand and try not to demand
and get hurt but never keep the pain


To my friends who are possessive

It breaks your heart to see the one you love
happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you


To my friends who are afraid to confess.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
it hurts more when someone breaks up with you
but love hurts most when the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her.


To my friends who are Still holding on

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

If that person isn't worth it now, it's not going to be worth it a year or tens years from now

Let go...


To all my friends:
My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is:
honest
strong
mature
never-changing
protective
encouraging
rewarding
and unselfish


As long as we have memories
yesterday remains
As long as we have hope
tomorrow awaits

Have great hope
and dare to go all out for them
Have great dreams
and dare to live them
Have great expectations
and believe in them.


i guess... i should b letting go rite... but.... it is not wasted.... to wait.... or not....

deep inside.... i know not to.... but i still do... coz i hope... n i hope... n hope.....

i never knew my willpower can be this good.... haha.... if only the same can b said for my studies.....

damn sad... don seem to haf the same drive as i would for love... haha...

it is time to choose again.... hate that... it is not that i hate being single... but... i don like being alone i guess... i don like being lonely... n i don wanna choose the wrong person... or any how choose.... complicated.... ya.... i know.... going into NS soon... was telling myself... i will not get attached..... i donno... everytime i said that... someone will come along.... hiaz.... wat to do.... i really donno.....

honestly.... i will not be able to go anywhere.... not until i let go... but i know... i will not....

well.. guess wait again...