hmmm... think i am suffering from a pangs of loneliness... not that i got no frens or wat... also not like i miss the feeling of being attach....



well ok.... mayb i do miss the feeling of being attached.... but i promise n i will do it... i will NOT get attached for the sake of being attached....


seems like people around me are finding people they like... well i am really happy for them... yup... doesn't matter if i am attached or not.... i feel that it is good to see others being happy... for me?

well... not many people can make me happy... those who can... not many will... but.... thankfully.... i can make myself happy.... haha.... yup....


thinking... i donno.... mayb i might get attached aft army... nope... not setting a time.... not dating people... juz... thinking.... that i will not get attached till aft army....

but then again... everytime i said something like that.... someone comes.... n that someone will leave.... haha...


people come n leave everyday... what matter most is what they left behind....


i donno... sometimes... i feel that... i am juz hiding....
hiding from the truth...

since i don like the truth... lie to myself...
make me believe....


that is simple.... i always choose to believe wat i think is rite...



see... it reach a stage where i don trust myself again.... haha.... puny human i am....

o well.... perhaps i shouldn't think so much.... when he comes.... he comes....
when he goes... he goes.... wat can i do....


i don wan him to go.... but.....




i wan someone to come.... but who.....


time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

time goes by..... so slowly....

i'll wait then.... that wat i do best i guess..... since i donno wat i am good at..... so juz wait.....