for those who are in HIMB, who knows her... pls shut up.... i don wanna b a big mouth to say personal stuff... but this is my blog... so don let her know...


her refers to karen leong... my ex gf from secondary sch... the one i chased since sec 1 to sec 5... yup....

so all along... i thought it was kinda... a one sided.... but... that conversation prove other wise...

if u haf told me earlier... would we haf been together?

if i haf known earlier.... would i b where i am now?

if we are together... would i even like guys in the first place....


interesting


i know i woun't be able to tell u all that i wanna say... but....

1. it is ok that u hurt me.... coz... when in love there is hurt.... it is ok.... i already forgotten bout it...

2. u r still in my heart... all those that i loved.... but... ur place has been taken over by a few people.... i am sorry....

3. i guess it is now no longer a matter of u liking me.... the thing is.... when we split the last time... i expected it to be permarnent.... i guess i didn't know u r still waiting....

4. all this time when we gone out... the way u treat me.... i thought it is that we are no longer together....

5. i do hope u r happy... well wif another guy.... someone who can take care of u.... pls.... don push people away already...

6. i only see u as a sister now... juz as how i see the rest of the gang... juz u r special....



by the way... i am more concern bout someone else.... thinking only of him.... so ya... guess in the end... it is me not keeping to our pact.... haha.....

i was the one who said our love will last through sec sch.... it did.... but... i drop it halfway... do i regret it? no i don think so... i am happy where i am now.... juz hope u r too....

all the best in ur future... n when u need me... i am juz a msn or sms away....


but... u r no longer the first...