so u see... there is this thing where u know wat will happen... n yet u keep on telling yourself don think bout it... when it happens then u decide wat to do...

n when it happens... BOOM!!!! u got shock... u donno wat to do...

n so... u remain there... not knowing wat to do.... coz u in shock mah.... how to react....



but... yet.... u know it is gonna happen....



didn't teacher always tell u to b prepare?



but then again.... don they always say don think about a solution till the problem arise....




so that y u guy can't understand wat i write... coz u don see it the way i do.... don bother to interprate.... it is ok... no one will understand.... cept mayb close frens....


but then again....


when u need people.... people r not there.... sometimes u think.... that is wat u do to them when u r wif someone n they single....



then u start wondering bout the past, the present... the future.... n then u see things again.....

n u know wat is gonna happen....


n then u tell urself.... don bother bout these things till they happen.....




n when they do.... BOOM!!!! u got shocked..... n donno how to react....


then u blame others.... u blame this... n that....

then u blame urself.....





then u start looking into urself n ur life.....




then u realise.... wat u see.... n wat u know.......



cannot b change....




so u wanna change ur destiny again?



u try n try......

at first... things seems to b working...

u r happy... really happy....

but then....


it all falls back to where it belongs.... where u see it belongs....



u know wat is gonna happen.....

y don u prepare for it.... coz deep in ur heart... u don wan it to happen.... u don wish it happen.....

ok... enough..... how many more before u realise wat u haf been doin....






slp tight.... tml.... i donno.... mayb better not think too much.... u got school tml..... then... u realise u made a mistake.... or two.... or mayb... u r suppose to make a mistake....



now... slp well.... tml awakes.... to a brand new day.... well... not really new.... u haf seen it... now... u muz live it..... wif ur life....




no wonder life is so boring....~~