sorry for not posting.... hehehe....

well friday.....
to tell the truth... coundn't remember what happen....
just... went to meet da kor n er kor to buy tie.... well... for sat. dinner n dance.... then that not all... went to nines.... donno for wat liao.... hahaha.....
o ya... dar dar came.... then we went back together... hehee....

sat
woke up at 12.30.... found that mummmy left liao... then haf not ask her for money yet... panic.... so went to style my hair n then went to draw cash.... hiaz... now bank really no money liao.... wat to do.... then went for the last YCS meeting.... man so fast one year past liao.....
ok... now talking bout YCS.... well... starting, very entu.... hahaha.... then aft kinda accepted my sexuality, i kinda.... grow far from it.... kinda even now.... but then, now got a lot of supernatural things happening to me.... yet... am protected.... hiaz... donno wat this means.... YET.....
back to YCS.... i feel so bad that i am in the committe... just bad... kinda like i never do anything n yet they feel that i am very very good.... got potential.... but then... how ar.... i really donno lar... it seems that i have let them down.... hiaz..... o well... now that this is over, guess i will leave.... donno y... feel like leaving the church but then.... cannot make it lar.... wat to do.... then also with the pagan thingy... man.... i am lost... hahha... well.. wat to do... i juz go wif the flow!!!....

ok then went to DND.... dinner n dance... n actually saw my kor.... hahaha..... outside the hotel some more.... hahaa... so went to chat wif him n he buy me a drink!! so sweet... hehee.... then ok... this is wat happen.... asked him who is castaway n he told me who lar... then actually found that he is here at bugis wif my teach!!!! it is like OMG!!!! so conincident!!!! hahahaa.... so met up wif him lar... then me n teach went to DnD and they left... ahhaa....
dnd... to me, sucky.. y?? would u like to sit with people u donno??? would u eat wif a table full of people u donno??? see i was sitting wif 9 others i donno n they are not SAS students n all indians.... not that i haf anything lar... but then... no connection... if i was wif usha still can.. but these people i donno one.... sian... then went to sit wif david n the CCC gang... hahaa.... thank god man....

aft DnD... first time in my life so many people waiting n lookin for me sia... hahaha.... went to nines... becomes so hyper.... hahaha....lol.... well.... then went to eat n then went clubbing.. firstly who was at nines....
1. me!!!
2. teach
3. da kor
4. er kor
5. virgil
6. eric di
7. linus kor
8. sam, di's fren
9. ju
10. jur
11. danny
12. alvin
hahaha... i hope i spell correctly... then went clubbing... actually only... 1,4,5,6,10,12
hahaha.... well... the kids managed to get in... hahaha... dance a while only... hahaha....

after clubing... went to eat again...n haf a drink.... then went to kor's house... haf a bath n borrowed his clothes n well.. then went to big walk!!!

sunday
big walk!!

sian... hahha... sorry but it is really sian!!!

aft big walk went to DAR DAR house... so nice... slp there..... i totally knock out.... *ahem* some things need not be said.... he woke me up at 3... fail.... then at 4 force me up coz hungry then we went to eat.... then tok lor.... hahaha talk a lot of rubbish... that he tell me "hey u damn bo liao ar" hahaha.... wat to do.... hehee.... donno lar... i feel that it seems that he don say he loves me.... seems that he only say that once.... hahaha.... then yesterday he "say" so many times..... hahaha.... i feel so happy... he did not say... but i know.... n well... cool!!! hahaha...... i love u dar dar....

o then aft that went home.... saw wat u know??? hp bills reach 175 bucks!!!! *faints* hahaha then went on to niines again to meet kors n virgil... so slppy.... fall aslp on the bus sia... hahaa.... then went for dinner.... met danny again... hahaha... then went back home wif virgil......

finally, yesterday.....
decided not to go to sch... too tired... hahaha....then met da kor for lunch... along wif teach.... hahaha.... then went far east.... hahaha.... then went to school.... for drama rehearsal.... siao man... hahhaa.... then got calls from alvin to go to nines.... donno y... then went there realise up to something that is way out of my league.... hiaz.... damn.... ok.... i donno wat i am messing wif.... but know that nothing can touch me.... donno lar... but i know nth is goin to happen to me but then to the rest??/ alll i can say take care..... i will not go into details.... hehehe....

now??? kinda..... well.... erm.... feelin down....