o well.... yesterday normal.... eventless..... nth much happen...... wanna add that terry is no longer aft me.... he's not the one n i am not the one...... i don wan him to stay coz of me..... o well...... single single single.......

next got to know a new person.... name's victor..... kinda ok lar..... as in i juz know him n well.... tok on the phone..... so well he is the only thing that makes my day rather some out of the ordinary..... n today, goin to meet him later......

o went to heeren juz now..... wow cool..... me gone wif elton n guess wat, brought so much things.... hahaa.... a Gatsby hair spray n gel n then we also got one shades each.... hahaa.... n still got.... try out some flamby clothes.... hahaha.... did not buy..... hahhaa.... kinda giving meself an early b-day present..... hahaha......

tok to my mummy bout my ah gong llast nite...... kinda found out that his cancer is stage four liao.... bone cancer..... he is now at home n is given mophine....... this is wat happen...... he did not know wat happening.... he thought that he is cured.... n that wat he taking is just mediciens.... well..... wat can i say..... wanna ask predicted date........ but don dare....... kinda switch to runaway mode again........ will visit him soon..... i haf to force myself....... coz i don wanna do all that i haf done for him for nothing...... i just donno..... to see him or not to see...... aaahhhhhh i hate this kind of things....... always give me a mental n emotional breakdown.....

o well countdown..... now till b-day, 4 more days...... o hiaz....... old liao..... hehehehe
but thankgoodness go clubing still need to check ic.... hehehee